mercie

OMG that picture of you with your shirt open is HOT!! you are beautiful with or without make up.....oh and i love the profile pic...



[Edited on Apr 24, 2004 6:50PM]

pineaple took this one of me while we were at the arcade...
i would have made a sexy cop



to bad i cant show you the bigger version


[Edited on Apr 24, 2004 10:24PM]

mercie! i just had a terrible afternoon... it must be bad luck with men week... i just broke up with my boyfriend of almost 3.5 years................................... i'm so lost at the moment

Caution :

* Never accept a drink from a Urologist.

What is you favorite article of clothing? Don't have one, in the middle of a diet and shit won't fit soon.

What is your favorite perfume/cologne? Don't have one, I wore Colors for men in high school (yeah, go ahead and laugh).

What's your favorite silly thing to do? I do so much silly shit, M_A_Y would be able to answer this better than me.

What's you favorite little thing to do during sex? I'm gonna bust out a new one for you - I like to lightly run my fingers over the womans ass (not the cheeks, the...um...orifice?). Something about the way it feels gets me really hot. I'm nutty as a fruitcake when in the sack - M_A_Y seems to like all my oddities so, no plans to change anytime soon.

I'm not that big a Bam fan, his pubes do make me smile though. And I like to watch him try crazy shit when he skates. Like a new school Mike Vallely with the huge brass balls.

I really hope something good happens in your life soon. And I mean sooner than 55 days. Talk to you soon.

Lou

I put Molly on my favs too. Yeah, it's hard that your ex is the only person whose sholder is currently available to you, but it could be worse. There could be noone. There are people out there who struggle to bond with even one person enough for that. You have friends that care for you. Hell, I care what you're up to and you're just digital to me so far. Work towards something and remember that life is what's happening while you're making other plans. Stupid cliche but spot on. Even misery serves some purpose. Without lows, we wouldn't know to enjoy the highs. I'm like a fortune cookie today.

Did you know that you have the cutest cheeks (not talking about the butt today). M_A_Y has awesome cheeks too. I love them. I'm a cheek guy.

Lou

Everyone has shite times. It'll get better. Then worse. Then better again. *sigh* Besos babe.

The band is Silverstein. A friend of mine does printing work for Victory Records so I'm familiar with them. They're on the road with Armor For Sleep (who I like a lot) right now. I miss being in a band.

I wish I had some inspirational type of shit to tell you. All I've got is that I'm going to be 28 in about two weeks and I've had a lot of terrible shit go down in that 28 years. But I'm still chuggin' along. I still have my dreams. I was your age when I met M_A_Y, I had just moved back to IL after my band left me in LA alone and my girlfriend of 5 years had dropped me like a bad habit. I was fucking low. Things will be better, maybe not tomorrow, but they will be. You're smart, creative and beautiful. There's no reason you won't be okay.

*stepping down from soapbox*

Do you like the band A Static Lulliby? Off subject, I'm just curious. I've been really missing playing music lately. If I move back to Chicago to be with M_A_Y, I already have another guitarist and a bass player with a practice space. That might be the next chapter for me.

Feel free to vent to me whenever you want.

Lou

edited to say that I just realized that "Giving Up" is the only Silverstein song I have on my ipod. Weird, like it was meant to be.

[Edited on Apr 22, 2004 12:11AM]

I need someone to school me on the 4/20 cuz I don't get it.

I hate it when people tell you to open up and tell them whats going on with you and your life and then freak out on you when you let them in... And then they wonder why you withdraw yourself.... But I know that things will work out for you because you dont deserve all of the drama... You've got enough on your plate. ::Hugz::
And I hope that your able to pull some strings or something because it isn't right that you wouldn't be able to visit with your own brother. You think a sibling would be able to see them more than a grandparent, but what do I know. But I really hope that you can at least give him a hug if not visit with him... Thats ridiculous.
Good Luck with the job hunt and everything, I hope it all works out because you an incredible person and really dont deserve to be put through the crap...
Oh and.... Viva La Bam

Yeah, smoking bums me out, but I know that the world doesn't revolve around my whims so, my intolerant sXe asshole days are behind me. I still refrain from the smoke/drug/drink but am no longer bound like I was. The smell of cigarettes makes me sad, and someone I think is cool putting that in their body makes me very sad, but I live in reality. Yes, you are cool, by the way. And you feel free to enjoy your cigs, just know that each time you light up...a kitten dies

Since 4/20 is the same as any other day in April to me, I'm going to go for my run now. Hope you are having a good day (and enjoying some good weed?). Talk to you later.

Lou

i noticed your profile pic. so do you really like bjork, or just the picture? if its the first or both, there is a bjork group that just started recently. she's my favorite artist ever.
*after comment thought* and pagan poetry is one of my favorite videos

[Edited on Apr 20, 2004 5:42PM]

I'm glad that you guys were able to talk, how did he sound?? I'm sure that he'll be alright and maybe this whole situation might actually help him out in some way... But regardless of the outcome remember that you have friends you can talk to... And friends crazy enough to bust him out if need be...

btw nice answers

man that really sucks about your brother...i really am sorry...

1) what makes you shoot milk out of your nose everytime?

2) what makes you shoot straight out of bed in the middle of the night?

3) Have you ever broken up with somebody and decided that was the worst thing you ever did?

Drew Barrymore, no! Julia Stiles.... maybe. I see Catherine Zeta-Jones more than anyone.

[Edited on Apr 19, 2004 8:13AM]

Don't feel hung over anymore! Take a vitamin and plenty of water.

What did you do to celebrate your 21st Birthday?
If you're not 21 yet, what're your plans?

Drink drink drink, with lots of friends.... only 3 weeks away!

yeah, you've got to love all of the little things that they try to keep from our impressionable young minds....
My weekend has been interesting so far... I left Ok at 4pm on friday and other than stopping for gas or to use the bathroom i didnt stop until I pulled into my driveway at 1pm on sat.... so I slept a good deal of yesterday....

I'm off work Sunday AND Monday!!!!! How exciting is that. Orion and I may go to the zoo. The weather seems to be cooperating with my days off, so I can finally enjoy the sun .

Hope your weekend is a good one.

T.

I totally forgot the biggest thing that you could do with consolidation, (this espescially works if you have stuff in collections), is to make a settlement offer. The blanket settlement on most things in collections is 75% of the total balance, and if you can offer a promising sounding story to whoevers collecting, they can sometimes get it reduced to lower, (lowest I ever saw accepted was like 45%) that goes on the credit bureau as settled in full which keeps things looking a lot better. So if you are able to get a loan,(consolidation or otherwise) then you can make the settlement offer and get the thing out of your hair forever... and if you get a good arrangement set up, you could get the debt cleared in a couple of years (before I was a student I payed off about 3 grand in about 6 months)

I spend alot of money on other people. Orion, Lou, random friends ( b-days, holidays ), my sister and my nephew. Don't get me wrong, I love to buy myself things to, like shoes, clothes, and jewlery.

Hope your money situation works out.

T.