What I cannot write is what I feel, for what I feel is such a big deal. I feel the way you feel about those you have feelings for, I feel the same way they do if the feeling is returned, and I feel it feels pretty damn good, but at the same time that's not what I feel at all, it seems, because what...
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alecks:
still wondering...
outeryou:
empathy... it is a tricky ability. the trick is, to care but not care at the same time, same thing just different...
We play Backgammon in a cosy caf. The light is dimmed and there are candle lights lit on every table. There are five or six other guests, but we're sitting in a comfortable couch in a corner by ourselves, just the way we like it. I'm seemingly winning the game, before he captures two of my pieces and I'm stuck because all of his pieces...
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missdisfigured:
beautiful.
missdisfigured:
beautiful.
I don't remember signing up for journal or writing this whole journal. I just woke up one day and it... it was all... it was just there. I never thought about it before, but it's like it was all just made for me and suddenly it had always been like that. I mean, what if we're all, like, these experiments, like robots or clones or...
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atomh8:
Its my cat. He controls everything. In his sleep. 
You're driving. It's dark. It's raining. You took a turn back there. You're not sure if it was the right turn. But you took it.
Eventually it starts to get light. You slow down. You look around. You realize you have no idea where you are. So you stop at the next gas station and you say:
Please, can you tell me where I am?...
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Eventually it starts to get light. You slow down. You look around. You realize you have no idea where you are. So you stop at the next gas station and you say:
Please, can you tell me where I am?...
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waldo_jeffers:
Greetings 
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lordbored:
New name! Is it a new life also???
"I had thoughts about him I hardly knew what to do with and he read every one. Whatever I felt, whatever I wanted, he gave himself up to. I knew that moment everything I knew to be true about myself was gone. I was acting like another woman yet I was more myself than ever before."
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lilje:
takk. fint, nytt nick forresten
barekroell:
sendte en berlin-mail
Not much to tell. Emperor is playing at The inferno festival in Oslo next year. So who's going?
Yesterday I saw the "love of my life". On a dvd that is, but it was good enough for me.
When it comes to him I'm all 12 years like. But I don't mind cause he's the only one that makes me feel all la-la-la-la-la
Oh J....
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Yesterday I saw the "love of my life". On a dvd that is, but it was good enough for me.
When it comes to him I'm all 12 years like. But I don't mind cause he's the only one that makes me feel all la-la-la-la-la
Oh J....
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sirloins:
I'm in Germany, but I'm down south in the Nuremburg/Munich area. I know nothing of Berlin. Tut mir leid!
I know nothing of Berlin. Tut mir leid!
atomh8:
lol. good to hear ur still alive.
For everyone that doesn't already know i am an asshole.
Haha
Haha
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howrangi:
hope you have a great thanksgiving and a happy holiday. 
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howrangi:
hey check out this webpage on my profile. 
What the hell is going on?
I'm away for 1 week and all the great girls are gone. What is going on? 
I'm away for 1 week and all the great girls are gone. What is going on?
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atomh8:
They all thought you took off to so they booked.
akira069:
damn. It feels like I haven't seen you online in... forever! 
how have you been? So you went on a trip to bulgaria? how was it? I would really like to go on a trip somewhere. I think I will take a surf trip to another island maybe with some friends for a few days in a couple of months. That would be amazing but we'll see. I miss your stories 
so I hope that means that everything is good for you there. Take care and hope to see you online soon. aloha
how have you been? So you went on a trip to bulgaria? how was it? I would really like to go on a trip somewhere. I think I will take a surf trip to another island maybe with some friends for a few days in a couple of months. That would be amazing but we'll see. I miss your stories so I hope that means that everything is good for you there. Take care and hope to see you online soon. aloha