mana's SuicideGirls Blog

What I cannot write is what I feel, for what I feel is such a big deal. I feel the way you feel about those you have feelings for, I feel the same way they do if the feeling is returned, and I feel it feels pretty damn good, but at the same time that's not what I feel at all, it seems, because what...
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alecks:

still wondering...

Jul 23, 2011

outeryou:

empathy... it is a tricky ability. the trick is, to care but not care at the same time, same thing just different...

May 15, 2018

We play Backgammon in a cosy caf. The light is dimmed and there are candle lights lit on every table. There are five or six other guests, but we're sitting in a comfortable couch in a corner by ourselves, just the way we like it. I'm seemingly winning the game, before he captures two of my pieces and I'm stuck because all of his pieces...
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missdisfigured:

beautiful.

Feb 8, 2006

missdisfigured:

beautiful.

Feb 8, 2006

I don't remember signing up for journal or writing this whole journal. I just woke up one day and it... it was all... it was just there. I never thought about it before, but it's like it was all just made for me and suddenly it had always been like that. I mean, what if we're all, like, these experiments, like robots or clones or...
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francis:

Feb 2, 2006

atomh8:

Its my cat. He controls everything. In his sleep.

Feb 5, 2006

You're driving. It's dark. It's raining. You took a turn back there. You're not sure if it was the right turn. But you took it.

Eventually it starts to get light. You slow down. You look around. You realize you have no idea where you are. So you stop at the next gas station and you say:

Please, can you tell me where I am?...
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atomh8:

Jan 29, 2006

waldo_jeffers:

Greetings

Jan 31, 2006

Bla bla bla

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lordbored:

New name! Is it a new life also???

Jan 18, 2006

debaucher:

http://suicidegirls.com/groups/Norway/

Jan 20, 2006

"I had thoughts about him I hardly knew what to do with and he read every one. Whatever I felt, whatever I wanted, he gave himself up to. I knew that moment everything I knew to be true about myself was gone. I was acting like another woman yet I was more myself than ever before."

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lilje:

takk. fint, nytt nick forresten

Dec 7, 2005

barekroell:

sendte en berlin-mail

Dec 8, 2005

Not much to tell. Emperor is playing at The inferno festival in Oslo next year. So who's going?

Yesterday I saw the "love of my life". On a dvd that is, but it was good enough for me.
When it comes to him I'm all 12 years like. But I don't mind cause he's the only one that makes me feel all la-la-la-la-la