10. i have a bed! this is an important step as far as getting my bedroom furnished goes. granted, at the moment the mattress and box spring are just lying on the floor....but i can handle that for awhile
9. i went over to my friend amy's last night where i proceeded to have an allergic reaction to her apartment. (dunno what it was--cats, rats,... Read More
you kind of have the haircut already, if your profile pic is accurate. and you have fair skin, and good cheekbones. all you need is a costume and an apple!
the air conditioning chills my hands. i draw my fingers to my mouth to warm them with my breath and smell the smoke from my last cigarette-dirty, stale, sweet. i pull the jewelry in my lip in between my teeth and bite down, scanning the history of my education in my mind, searching for the right words--and not finding them.... Read More
I will, sometime, I just didn't want to do it while she was doing something professional for me. It seems skeevy. I have been involved with my models before, but in both cases they were already a lover or my girlfriend... so that seems ok...somewhat.
I need to work up the nerve. Part of my reserve comes from the fact that she, in reality, is very shy while she is sober as well. Oh well, we'll see what happens.
The everything will work out attitude works well for me too. People around me dont seem to like it for some reason. I get told I'm to laid back because of it. Eh.
I lost my ATM card at a machine once. I guess I took to long to pull it out of the slot when it returned it. As I was reaching for it the machine beeped and sucked my card in. They had to mail me a new one.
today, i miss my dad. it's hard to believe that it's been almost 5 years since he died. it's hard to believe how much my life was almost instantaneously changed. it's hard to believe where i was then, and where i am now.
i should study for my gre's. perhaps i'll do that for a little bit now.
it's raining. we need it hardcore, but... Read More
10. i had an interesting night/day yesterday. during the day i bummed around various places, finally saw charlie and the chocolate factory (review to come later), and then hung out with my rad friend elle and her girlfriend (ex, maybe? they're in a weird spot.) who put me, and my stuff, up for the night.
9. we went out to a bar around 945 or... Read More
yeah, I had to share it, it was too sweet for me to handle on my own. Too too sweet.
and that's funny about that guy hitting up on you when you weren't at your best. That seems to always happen to me too, I have a theory that those are the people you actually want to grab ahold of, I mean, your looks can only get better from that poijnt, can't they?
10. my hair is black again. i also have some blue skin because dying hair by yourself is hard enough, but add to that the fact that i can't see without my glasses and i can't wear my glasses while dying my hair and you just end up with a big mess.
9. i'm still not feeling very well definitely better than i was yesterday... Read More
10. i got trashed last night. the more i think about it, the less sure i am how it happened. let me break it down for you: i started drinking at about 9:00. stopped a little bit after 12. during that time i had: 2 glasses of water, 1 woodchuck, 2 pineapple juice and vanilla vodka, 1 sam adams. over a 3 hour period.
I have a friend of mine who made some pretty decent money selling plasma....once she went in and they told her that her blood alcohol content was too high!!!
I'd do it...the only thing I'm scared of....donating EGGS!!!!!
definitely better than i was yesterday... 
