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how do you remember what you set out to do when you have reached the middle of a journey? do you look back and try and remember how it all started? or do you just look ahead at the possible paths and choose the one that suits you best in the moment?

i'm stuck in a place investing so much of myself and my energy...
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i need an advil.
pupppy got in the garbage.
i missed bingo last night.
i want coffee.emmm.
i also own a hamster. i hate hamsters.

holy crap i have the internet again!
vive le internet.
miss you all.
im a hermit.

happy belated new year kids!

boo ya!
busy girl.
lazy girl.
sleepy girl. too many hours of computer.

capitain awaits.
so does red wine. strawberries(haha).-40 degrees.

too much to write, where do i start?

there are moments in life so surreal and yet they keep happening to me. clues from the universe or just some karmic return on energy sent out.
guard dogs on the loose swarming like a flock of swallows.
neighbours dog hit by a car making the sound of some woman being dragged by her hair.
for every action i take there is a void of...
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i have this dream where i`m running around in the dark and i can`t tell if i`m running in a large space or circles around a small one.

i`ve been warding off closeness to people. men, women, everyone. i give so much of myself that i empty out and when all is said and done i am the one left to rebuild and recycle this...
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sometimes i just want to pause my life and have a long cry.
there are two ways to live your life, and no matter which way you choose you will always feel regret, remorse, and some pit in the bottom of your stomach.

the first way to live life is the safe way. always taking the surest path to what you think will make you...
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I am alive and kicking.

Eli: your number got deleted from my phone so you should send it to me again.

fall time soon. i feel it in the air already.

no more wearing white, labour day has come and gone.

i need a roadtrip. might take one to texas.

ex's are strange people. i'd like to throw mine off of a very tall building....
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so i haven't had the internet in a really long time now it seems.

my hotel trip was fun but cut short due to an intense summer storm knocking the power out.

my business venture is up in the air. it brought about so much new stress in my life that i wasn't expecting. i have some more balance now. i just have to start...
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