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liquid blue. . .
Tool and such at three A.M., under the influence of some strange substance, is it working, maybe, I just feel drunk. . . until creational visions take over and make me something of their Tool. . .

A blue plastic card, edged in a layer of white lay down here he says and I do, bend backwards at the knee, kneeling...
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jesus, i am sorry, i have been gone for over a week. . . i feel like i abandoned you all. . .sorry. . . .hey life happens, work, people die, things were said, things were done. . .and amends had to be made. . .but with that said. . .anything great going on out there? nothing here. . .just tired very very tired. ....
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Dead to the core
Very essence of being
Killed on the job
For the job
And finally after the job
What doesnt happen off the clock,
Cannot begin to comprehend
What a moment of delight;
Looking at becoming dismal for the sight of Happiness
And her sister Charity
With the razorblade fingers and the hypodermic brilliance
Cast back into something like childhood,
Trapped in a...
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This is Rumor Control. . .actaully no Rumors, just damage control, yea that seems more appropriate. . .lets see. . .

1) THANK YOU ALL !!! no matter what you had to say I thank you for stopping by and checking out the set of pictures. . .all comments were greatly appreciated!!! For those of you who liked the pictures, that makes me very very...
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My graveyard picnic for Edgar
Weak of the spirit
Still your heart and sit on the ground
Tell the leaves the dreams you have forgotten
Singing Annabel Lee and Lenore are in the grave at my feet;

If you find the living a bore
Sneak in just like the breeze
Stay awhile and hear the dead speak
Answer the call of the epitaphs
Watching Vlad...
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well lets see. . .a week later and not much to tell. . .gotta find a new shrink, mine is creepy and makes me feel like i am lying to him. . .i don't like him at all. . . .maybe a lady, i have never seen a female before. . .

umm doctors appointment in a few days, yea. . . humm what else...
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well . . .lets see. . .work is good. . .while it is still retail, ugh, it is better than the last job. . .damn i need to find a nice library job. . .

but actually i am in a much better mood today than i have been for awhile. . . "I am getting better and better, Everyday in Everyway, better and better"...
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so umm yea. . .what is up with you. . .. ?

not to much here. . .just drumming on as usual. . .fun !!

as soon as there is anything to report i will be sure and do so. . until then. . .

so i got bored, and tired, and when starting a new life it is important to rid yourself of the old life. . .in as much as you can without really changing who you are, or maybe wholly changing who you are. . . so . . .i cut three inches off my hair, dyed it this wild red color, traded a bunch of books...
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I was sitting on a bench in the park, any park I guess. The sun was out but it was still cold, that dead cold where everything refuses to grow and you look at the bare trees, the brown grass and wonder was this ever alive? They call it the Seasonal Mood Affective disorder, like they couldnt just call it depression caused by shitty weather....
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