Sunday Apr 04, 2010

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hmm. so many things have changed. and nothing at all has changed. pretty uninspiring, eh?? i've been having very bad panic attacks. i've had them before, but nothing; NOTHING like these. i ended up in the ER 3 times last week alone, my doctor and my other doctor (i have many doctors; but not as many as when i needed... er... more pain...
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vivid:

Whoa, hey there stranger! You coming back around here again?

hurtenstein:

I hope so.

Sunday May 31, 2009

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tonight. 630pm. trent reznor. dave navarro. nine inch nails. jane's addiction. *prays* dear Jesus don't let me pass out or throw up or anything else indecent. must be calm. CALM.
this isn't working.
anybody have any xanax they can throw at me real fast??? biggrin
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code_name_ozz:

You have the most captivating eyes. Breathtaking.

ohdang:

Happy Birthday!!

Sunday Nov 02, 2008

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sunshine:

you should come back to cbus for the party this sunday. then you'd have some pictures to update your blog with wink haha
xo

smile


talamia:

I love your sets! smile

Come back darling!!!

From qbug

This lady is a total sweetheart! She tried to steady my when I was drunk, which is a huge feat considering our size differences.
smile

Thursday Oct 16, 2008

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it was raining last night. that helps me sleep. i swear klonopin is a placebo.
yeah, sometimes i have insomnia. i used to take xanax for it. haha. can't do THAT anymore. so i guess i'll just do without sleep. sometimes.
that's one of the oldest forms of torture; you know. sleep deprivation.
*sighh* if it weren't for this sick obsession...
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emma:

twilight = amazing

keely:

Hey foxy lady! It was great to see you, and walk around and shtuff! I hope to see you again!
xoxoxoxoxoxooxxxxx

Tuesday Oct 07, 2008

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oh my god. oh my god.
Elsie, where ever you are now, i am not crying for you. i know that you are no longer in pain, and that you are finally whole and healthy and well. i know this because i have to. i have to because otherwise i will go insane.
i hung out with you ONE time. and that was all it...
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brightredscream:

I've missed hearing from you lovely ♥
I hope all is well kiss

vonpink:

Such a sad thing indea. I wish I knew her she sounds like a amazing person

how ya doing? everything good?