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it's hard to know where to go from here. everything inside me is screaming that it's wrong, but my overthoughtful brain is telling me it's gonna be ok. i could easily be walking away from the best thing that's ever happened to me. it hurts my heart so much that things didn't go right and that he's hurting so much. why couldn't things have just...
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scooter11:
Oh, my. 
It's hard to remember sometimes that hearts can be self-healing. You seem like a person with incredible care and empathy, and that must make the situation you're facing all the more difficult. I hope it will work out for the best. 
It's hard to remember sometimes that hearts can be self-healing. You seem like a person with incredible care and empathy, and that must make the situation you're facing all the more difficult. I hope it will work out for the best. 
nic:
If you evwer need someone to talk to, I'm here, honey.
(this is my version of going anonymous)
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creamygoodness:
Hey hun, just heard what happened and it completely threw me for a loop. If you are checking in on this then I just wanted to say I hope you're doing ok and let me know if you need anything.
It.s freaky, I had the strangest feeling just before I logged onto SG just now that I didn't actually want to because I just knew there'd be some drama on there waiting for me. I could feel it brewing in the air.
It.s freaky, I had the strangest feeling just before I logged onto SG just now that I didn't actually want to because I just knew there'd be some drama on there waiting for me. I could feel it brewing in the air.
currently:
-job hunting online, submitting my cv to various employment agencies
-feeling a little homesick
-thinking too many thoughts
-unable to sleep
-glad to have met new people on saturday, and glad to have gotten the chance to see friends i haven't seen in a few months
-thinking about taking off my socks, my feet are hot
-looking around at the blank walls of our...
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-job hunting online, submitting my cv to various employment agencies
-feeling a little homesick
-thinking too many thoughts
-unable to sleep
-glad to have met new people on saturday, and glad to have gotten the chance to see friends i haven't seen in a few months
-thinking about taking off my socks, my feet are hot
-looking around at the blank walls of our...
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jolene:
If I was an ocean away from my kitties, I would just die.
Hope you are doing well.
xoxoxo
Hope you are doing well.
xoxoxo
antenna:
where's nickysonic?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM?
despite that, hope you're feeling better and that you're settling in.
take care,
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO HIM?
despite that, hope you're feeling better and that you're settling in.
take care,
it's strange to be so far away from home. i'm curled up in bed, nursing a nasty flu i've been fighting since i landed in the uk. 
it's getting better, but i slept till around 2pm today (after waking up around 6am and seeing the boy off to work). i'm very much looking forward to saturday where i'll get to meet up with all the...
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it's getting better, but i slept till around 2pm today (after waking up around 6am and seeing the boy off to work). i'm very much looking forward to saturday where i'll get to meet up with all the... Read More
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johnnyforeigner:
It was great to finally meet you (and the boy) I had a bloody good time. As for disappearing... I'm sure you two just couldn't face the emotional goodbyes, right? 
charley:
It was lovely to meet you Jayne, good luck with getting settled in London, job hunting etc
have you ever had an itch on your chin while it was still numb from novicane? i have one this very second, and i cant fucking itch it cause i can't feel anything!!!!! it's weird, and quite annoying. i took a half hour to eat taco bell earlier and dribbled half of it out my mouth, chewing up my cheek half time time instead of...
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hawksmoor:
How was the trip over? Eight months is a long time but time well worth spent. Besides every one at Ringo's will wait. Hoep everything went well
godzuki:
yeah, i know, the Jger was *not* my idea, Al wasn't looking too good either... but you're there! safely! I'm sure that nick is taking good care of you, and right now you guys are... um... *counts timezones on fingers* ... having dinner or something! I'm sure you're on emotional/information overload right now (and will be for a while), but give us an update once you've had a chance to settle.
I'm sure you're on emotional/information overload right now (and will be for a while), but give us an update once you've had a chance to settle. my time on american soil is winding down. things have gone quite smoothly so far, in the way of getting things organized and sorted for leaving. i only hope it continues in that fashion.
i feel like i'm juggling twenty things at once. it's frustrating, and keeping my cool through this is even ten times worse.
in other news...i've learned you can't always trust what...
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i feel like i'm juggling twenty things at once. it's frustrating, and keeping my cool through this is even ten times worse.
in other news...i've learned you can't always trust what...
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godzuki:
hey you - damn, it's gettting close, isn't it?
enzo525:
I'm sorry you were befriended!
The dentist is your friend
The dentist is your friend
days like today make me wish i'd never gotten out of bed.
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nadine:
you can kiss me as soon as i see ya chicken!!
glad you like the hair! hopefully it wont all wash out before i see you!
glad you like the hair! hopefully it wont all wash out before i see you!
ryan:
you need to send me yer number so we can do that lunch thang at slabtown this week!! the 21st right right?
when he tapped my shoulder i didn't know what to expect. when i fly alone, i like to stay in my own little bubble of safe space. let's just say it makes me nervous and the fewer people who bother me, the better. but this guy seemed nice enough, he pointed to his wife across the way in a middle seat and told me the...
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nickysonic:
Bless your big, lovely heart. Ah, the silences of a dead marriage - you did what you could.
Gonna go to the pound shop and pick up a few luxuries for our nest. I'm such a hopeless romantic fool.
I miss you.
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Gonna go to the pound shop and pick up a few luxuries for our nest. I'm such a hopeless romantic fool.
I miss you.
x
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x
munch:
i'm excited...the 29th is gonna be FUN!!
plus...i wanna see the set your profile pic comes from!
*stamps foot*
[Edited on May 15, 2004 3:17PM]
plus...i wanna see the set your profile pic comes from!
*stamps foot*
[Edited on May 15, 2004 3:17PM]
finally back to civilization of the san fransisco airport and it's lovely wireless internet. its been a good little break, and a restful holiday. now i'm ready to bust my ass for the next ten days to get things ready to leave.
i miss my friends. seeing many of them is right around the corner now.
not much to say really, so i guess i'll...
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i miss my friends. seeing many of them is right around the corner now.
not much to say really, so i guess i'll...
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synnove:
yay you're move is getting closer!
arik:
welcome back
i *promise* i will send out your cd before you leave, there is no way i'm missing out on it being a fly to london cd *twice*.
i *promise* i will send out your cd before you leave, there is no way i'm missing out on it being a fly to london cd *twice*.
my hair is finally starting to grow back, because i've finally been able to stop cutting it.
i think i'm coming down with a nasty case of strep throat.
two more days left to suffer through work.
leave for california on saturday morning.
must, have, rest.
by the time i'm done at work i will hvae been working 10 straight days. while that doesn't seem...
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i think i'm coming down with a nasty case of strep throat.
two more days left to suffer through work.
leave for california on saturday morning.
must, have, rest.
by the time i'm done at work i will hvae been working 10 straight days. while that doesn't seem...
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love:
Hope you feel better. It's sunny here in Cali.
linz:
i love you!
fuck, i don't wanna go to work tomorrow. i need a day off to rest my weary brain. 
i'm feeling so many different emotions right now, it's a bit sick. i'm starting to go a little out of my head here, and i don't really have anyone to sit down and talk to much. my comfort is not close to home, and for the next...
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i'm feeling so many different emotions right now, it's a bit sick. i'm starting to go a little out of my head here, and i don't really have anyone to sit down and talk to much. my comfort is not close to home, and for the next... Read More
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pocketrocket:
THNAKS FOR MAKING ALL THOSE CUTE WONDERFUL BUTTONS
tubesound:
I've been at work for 4 hours now and haven't been able to start coz people are crap. Don't go to work. Stay away for god's sake. You don't want to be there. Hope that you're ok otherwise. Couting the days that Nicky has you back in his arms and we have an excuse to get pished again.
And as for travelling... I hear Durham is lovely this time of year