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I just had the most painful Pap smear of my life.
The Dr. was a jerk.
Ick!
Was that too much info? Opps. Sorry. haha.


Today will be a great day. I get to see my boooooyfriend!

Yay!

Off to work for a few hours!!

Dear Self,

Grow some balls and sing damn it.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


jUST NEEDED TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST. tHANKS.

Whe you were little, what did you always say you wanted to be when you grew up?

I had three things, a Lawyer, a Playboy Playmate and a Dallas Cowboys Cheerleader...haha.

Wow. Now thats alil embarassing.

Every get hit on at the bar? Do guys/girls ever ask for your number who you'd rather NOT have your number?

Give them this number instead...1-408-236-2060

hahahahahahahahahahahahahailoveithahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha

Doesnt Britney Spears look like she'd smell like tanning lotion and cigs all the time?

EW. Random thought. Sorry.

So I jst got out of My History of Rock and Roll class and I completely looooooooooooooooooove it. Not only does it seem very intresting but I think its an easy A grade class for sure. Which always makes me happy.

Well Im off to take...
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Today my computer decided, multiple times, that it wasnt going to be friends with myspace anymore. Lame! I hope they can make up and be happy.


Off to school. Woop Woop.

Theres nothing wrong with my relationship. Iv just lost all my friends to bad things, I dont have anyone to hangout with. My bf lives an hour away. I just feel like I dont have any support system and no one to talk to and its frustrating. And my parents are worthless aswell.

Im so over crying everyday and feeling alone. OVER IT!

Everytime I talk to my mother about whats going on in my life or how Im feeling about somthing she just makes me feel ten times worse.
It sucks.
Instead of giving me hope on the current situation or telling me how to work through it her answer always is "Your only 23, you have plenty of other years to make up or find what...
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