zgrat

i've spent the whole day going over what happened. it was all so fast. one minute we're trying to take a group photo then next i'm on the floor bleeding from my head. i make light of the whole situation now but that's because i know everyone else is for the most part ok (minus a few scrapes and bumps). as for me, i may not have been in a fight since i was 12, but i've taken a few tumbles and bleedings in my day. i know i'll live through this. this doesn't mean i'm repressing or denying any of the feelings i have. i'm pissed. i'm frustrated. i'm a little humiliated. my ego also took a beating that night (i take some solace in the fact that i didn't back down and give him my phone. so i can walk away with my dignity somewhat intact). i know the important thing is that we're all ok. this could have turned out SO much worse than it did, but it still feels weird.

anyway i'm home now. the lovely people of sgla took care of me and got me home (btw to all of you). i'm doing ok. my face is all puffy and purple and i got a small headache but it's nothing i can't handle. if anything i'm more annoyed at my injuries. my left eye keeps tearing up. i'm pretty sure it's gonna be at bitch to fall asleep tonight. i'm the kind of person who tosses and turns a lot while i'm trying to fall asleep so only being able to sleep on one side is gonna suck.

tomorrow i'm gonna head over to the kaiser center by my house for a follow up then try and relax the rest of the day. i'm pretty sure i'm gonna take friday off of work and i'm debating whether to take saturday off as well. i should probably go grocery shopping too. i'm running low on food. or maybe i'll just order pizza tomorrow. mmmm... pizza...