yellowdays

hot EMT, is gay.
lameness.
he said he would be my new gay boyfriend
i changed the sex i am seeking on POF
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!

i met someone.
he is a rediculously hot ems that works at my hospital.
he is funny, smart, ambitious(wants to be a dr) kinda goofy and so cute. i looked through his fb page after he added me, and i dont think i have ever read MY words written by someone else.
best part : he has started flirting back MAJORLY. came to the desk...
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my life is so fucked up.
im taking a serious vow of celibacy for 2 months. serious as in not even masterbating. i dont think i have gone that long without since i first discovered it.
for serious.

so last sunday my dad was admitted to the hospital i work at. he has cellulitis in his leg and foot, and his toes is practically ganggreenous. GROSS. worst part? he is sick because he has diebeties aaaaaaaannnnnnddddddd
he is a crack head. so he gets admitted to my department. FML. i held it together pretty good, but i broke down 20 mins before my...
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i went lane swiming tonight, but only for 20 mins, cuz it was uber busy. i hate sharing lanes. my form isnt good enough and i sway too much. i can stay in my lane, but sharing it is hard on me.
i started my crazy work week, instead of 4 8hs and 2 12hrs, im working the opposite. 4 12s and 2 8s.
i...
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so i successfully did my strength workout 3 times this week. on top of working 5 days ina row 8hrs each at the hospital, 2 days working from 9am-12pm at my other job. rode my bike to work 3 out of 5 of those. took loki swimming twice, and took him to the library for the first time and got him his own library card....
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i added a couple strength moves, and man, my work out sure did the trick tonight. i feel really good, and really tired at the same time.
i started my full time rotation at work, for the next 5 months. it will help my debt a lot, but only if i sit down and make a budget, and watch my spending. i could get a...
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had a really fantastik bday party! <3

i always feel down and out when my son is sick. and always soooooooooooo much better when he is again feeling well. there is nothing that makes you feel more useless then not being able to fix your unwell child, no matter how much you realize it is beyond your control.

i got 4 happy bday txts before i even got outta bed !!!! <3...
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is feeling down and out, despite my bday being soon.
sigh