I deleted all of my old blogs dating... way back. Seeing as I've been an on-again-off-again member for what seems like forever I've accumulated a lot. The format changed so some of the videos/posts/etc looked a bit boring. Plus, I've noticed some very negative blogs that must have been... well... an annoyance to read at the time. Negative energy is not really the greatest energy to provide. I'm thankful for those who were there and may still be there for me should it happen again. While I am not quite sure whether I will be back again after my membership expires, I will probably still bump into people in one form or another. I plan to do a little traveling even if it's not always far nor that often and it is, indeed, a small world.
Well, I hope everyone has a wonderful day and that their loved ones appreciate them today (and every day). I already have my hands full cheering up a few of my own friends dealing with shitty boyfriends or who just don't get attention they deserve. While I can't say that I'm perfect and I've fucked up way more times than I can actually keep track, I know that it requires some effort (worthy of every breath and heartbeat) and we should be doing better for those we love. It's sad to see someone who doesn't get the attention they deserve... and (I know, depressing) worse when you realize you've done the same on a different level. Hopefully, one day, I shall earn that forgiveness for what I've done wrong. For now all I can do is do the best I can for those willing to receive my words and effort in whatever way I can provide. Fingers crossed.