Trying to keep a positive attitude these last few days.
This weekend put me on a bit of a downer for some reason. I think it was because I got up to virtually fuck all and barely got to see my friends who are really important to me (I got a real bad lonely feeling this weekend). I did go and watch District 9, which I loved (FOOKEN PRAWNS), with some of them, but we only really got to chat for about 5-10 minutes either side of the movie. The rest of the weekend mostly consisted of sitting in bed, either playing Batman, reading or watching season 3 of The IT Crowd (which helped cheer me up momentarily).
Work is also winding me up a treat. There is some seriously poor training going on within this company. Feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown everyday this week. Or at very least throw a chair through a window or something. I almost feel like I want to leave but the problem is, is that the job can be quite cushy at times. It's not very far from where I live at all, the pay is pretty good for what I actually do, I don't know if I could find anything as good in the local area.
God, listen to me whiiiiinneeeeee. Spose its good to get it all out now and then. Maybe.
On the plus side I have got a couple of consultations booked at the tattooists I'm hoping to get my next tattoos done at. That's a good start.
Oh yeah here's what I want:
Wanted this design for years. I'll probably get it changed around and adapted a bit so it won't look EXACTLY the same, but you get the rough idea. I'm thinking my left forearm for this.
Here's something I designed the other day. Still looking a bit rough, and not the final draft.The triangles are blank at the moment but I want them filled red with some kind of design inside but I can't decide how yet.. This will be on my right forearm with the band and squares around my wrist.
Made a commitment to myself yesterday as well. I don't own enough CDs I think. While I have the money I think I'm going to try and buy a new CD every week or 4 a month. Build up my collection and also start listening to new stuff.
Had a weird dream last night. It's a bit hazy now, the way dreams dissolve throughout the day. I'm pretty sure I was some kind of guard in a prison for intensely violent people. I was releasing a girl that was obviously not rehabilitated as she kept going for anything she could use as a weapon (knives, crowbars, etc) but for some reason she was still getting released. And although she was highly volatile and dangerous there was a deep romantic link, even if she also tried to kill me as well at times during our adventures.
Ahh well. Here's a song to enjoy.
This weekend put me on a bit of a downer for some reason. I think it was because I got up to virtually fuck all and barely got to see my friends who are really important to me (I got a real bad lonely feeling this weekend). I did go and watch District 9, which I loved (FOOKEN PRAWNS), with some of them, but we only really got to chat for about 5-10 minutes either side of the movie. The rest of the weekend mostly consisted of sitting in bed, either playing Batman, reading or watching season 3 of The IT Crowd (which helped cheer me up momentarily).
Work is also winding me up a treat. There is some seriously poor training going on within this company. Feel like I'm going to have a nervous breakdown everyday this week. Or at very least throw a chair through a window or something. I almost feel like I want to leave but the problem is, is that the job can be quite cushy at times. It's not very far from where I live at all, the pay is pretty good for what I actually do, I don't know if I could find anything as good in the local area.
God, listen to me whiiiiinneeeeee. Spose its good to get it all out now and then. Maybe.
On the plus side I have got a couple of consultations booked at the tattooists I'm hoping to get my next tattoos done at. That's a good start.
Oh yeah here's what I want:
Wanted this design for years. I'll probably get it changed around and adapted a bit so it won't look EXACTLY the same, but you get the rough idea. I'm thinking my left forearm for this.
Here's something I designed the other day. Still looking a bit rough, and not the final draft.The triangles are blank at the moment but I want them filled red with some kind of design inside but I can't decide how yet.. This will be on my right forearm with the band and squares around my wrist.
Made a commitment to myself yesterday as well. I don't own enough CDs I think. While I have the money I think I'm going to try and buy a new CD every week or 4 a month. Build up my collection and also start listening to new stuff.
Had a weird dream last night. It's a bit hazy now, the way dreams dissolve throughout the day. I'm pretty sure I was some kind of guard in a prison for intensely violent people. I was releasing a girl that was obviously not rehabilitated as she kept going for anything she could use as a weapon (knives, crowbars, etc) but for some reason she was still getting released. And although she was highly volatile and dangerous there was a deep romantic link, even if she also tried to kill me as well at times during our adventures.
Ahh well. Here's a song to enjoy.
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rexall:
that guy's business card was amazing. something to look forward to in 25 years LOL
theodor:
Thank you so much! That means a lot! 
be sure to leave it some love to help me go pink ! 
be sure to leave it some love to help me go pink !