Member: xXRoninXx

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Member: xXRoninXx

age: 29 (Dec 01, 1982)

MEMBER SINCE: July 2004

occupation: Student, Artist, Writer...Hero

i lost my virginity: And have nothin to prove.

into: Interesting things.

body mods: Hm...well, I was stabbed by a pencil once.

sign: That Centaur-or the Dog if you like your horoscopes "exotic"

makes me happy: Completing things-making stuff happen. Challenging myself to the point of ridiculousness.

makes me sad: Watching people I love waste away their life and potential. I don't like how so many people get lost not in who they are, but how they want to be perceived-lost in their own image.

most humbling moment: I'm not uptight or have enough of an ego to really be humbled. Is that good or bad I wonder...nah, fuck it.

crush: Current...crush? The fuck am I in Jr. High? Or am I supposed to put a celebrity here? If I were a celebrity I'd probably find it creepy and awkward to know strangers had "crushes" on me. And yet somehow that seems ironic considering what site this is.

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NOVEMBER 22, 2006 @ 04:21 AM | NO COMMENTS


So a Ronin update....

Well, the last month has been very strange in a lot of ways.

Ultimately, however, that's been a very good thing--as is usually the case.

I've realized quite a few things about myself that I was, in many ways, already aware of, but
not in the manner I am now. In other words, not nearly as vividly and entirely.

I have a much better understanding of why I fall for the types of girls I do, why I tend to have certain character traits come out in certain contexts, why I'm attracted to the particular "bad habits" I'm attacted to, etc, etc...there has been almost an overload of epiphanies this last month. It's been a lot to take in.

All in all, it's given me quite a re-newed and positive outlook on things to come. And what a weight it is that floats off your metaphysical shoulders when you finally understand your own "shit". It doesn't get rid of the shit of course, but it does make you more keenly aware and therefore capable of avoiding it in the future.

I owe all of it to some of the most unexpected sources as well.

Just another example of how odd life is and how people can surprise even the hardest of cynics biggrin

Other than that, I stood in line last weekend for 10 fucking hours to get a Wii. I totally got one and it was beyond worth the effort but I got a bitching cold in the process. And my arms are sore from playing it so much.

Oh, and I've been writing again lately. Stories, essays, etc...I've been using a pen name this time around for a number of reasons. Amadeus Blaque wink

It sounds so pretentious, but the name holds significance--it's a secret shocked

Take care all.

-Ronin
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