i feel terrible. the last thing i want is to hurt somebody i care about. i feel that if feelings aren't mutual then the relationship has to end. i felt like i was in a relationship for the other person and not for myself. i know that's selfish but ending it seemed to be the only way to stop hurting them and to make myself happy. it's not that i wasn't happy i just didn't have feelings beyond friendship and physical attraction and that's not enough. i hurt somebody and i hate myself for it but i hope it was the right thing to do.