age: 26 (Sep 03, 1985)
MEMBER SINCE: April 2005
occupation: Student/ myspace.com/xshockstarx
stats: 6'1" 170 Black hair, Brown eyes
gets me hot: suicide girls, vegan food, long movies
sign: Virgo
crush: yes?
i lost my virginity: i was tricked.
makes me sad: George Bush, hate edge fags ex girlfriends, not being around my best friends, dissapointing my parents
fantasy: no?
body mods: upper sleeve by Chad and Scott Bowman. lower sleeve by Paes 164 back piece by James
into: Vegans, Hardcore, Straight Edge, climbing, cycling, motocross, dance parties, Jones Soda
most humbling moment: getting kicked in the balls
BLOGS
i feel terrible. the last thing i want is to hurt somebody i care about. i feel that if feelings aren't mutual then the relationship has to end. i felt like i was in a relationship for the other person and not for myself. i know that's selfish but ending it seemed to be the only way to stop hurting them and to make myself happy. it's not that i wasn't happy i just didn't have feelings beyond friendship and physical attraction and that's not enough. i hurt somebody and i hate myself for it but i hope it was the right thing to do. 
AUGUST 2010
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