I haven't updated in forever!!
I've been so stressed out it's been making me sick
Having my son is wonderful, it's an absolute joy taking care of him and loving him. And I'll never let anyone take him from me. My ex boyfriend (Zane's dad) that I haven't heard from since Septemember, right after I told him I was pregnant, is trying to take him. He served me with custody papers on April 12. We have to go to mediation on May 10, and on May 17 we go before the judge. He's asking for full custody and trying to give me no visitations.
Are you fucking serious? I carried Zane in my belly for 9 months, was in the hospital for 3 days, was in labor for 24 hours and gave birth to an 8lb 3oz (fucking ow!!) baby and you think you're going to just waltz right in and take him from me??
I used to be a hardcore alcoholic//pill popper before I got pregnant but I got clean when I found out. He, on the other hand, was always out partying and getting arrested while I was pregnant. He went to jail twice. Once for possesion//intent to sell marijuana and once for possesion of a controlled substance without a prescription, possesion of marijuana, and possesion of a concealed dagger. He's got 3 years probation for each stint. And I have never been to jail, not on probation, and have no priors. Not to mention, I just payed $2500 for a lawyer and I have pictures of him with ecstacy pills on his tongue and smokingpot//drinking with minors.
But he's still convinced he's going to win. I don't understand it. I already saw what he's using against me. He printed out a bunch of crap off my myspace. In not one of those pictures am I doing anything illegal. I'm not even pregnant in any of them!! And all my blogs are from 05/06 for the most part. My statuses talk about going to my friends house, my mouse had her babies, blah blah. None of it will hold up in court. He also wrote that I'm a "current drug user"...
I've been so stressed out it's been making me sick
Having my son is wonderful, it's an absolute joy taking care of him and loving him. And I'll never let anyone take him from me. My ex boyfriend (Zane's dad) that I haven't heard from since Septemember, right after I told him I was pregnant, is trying to take him. He served me with custody papers on April 12. We have to go to mediation on May 10, and on May 17 we go before the judge. He's asking for full custody and trying to give me no visitations.
Are you fucking serious? I carried Zane in my belly for 9 months, was in the hospital for 3 days, was in labor for 24 hours and gave birth to an 8lb 3oz (fucking ow!!) baby and you think you're going to just waltz right in and take him from me??
I used to be a hardcore alcoholic//pill popper before I got pregnant but I got clean when I found out. He, on the other hand, was always out partying and getting arrested while I was pregnant. He went to jail twice. Once for possesion//intent to sell marijuana and once for possesion of a controlled substance without a prescription, possesion of marijuana, and possesion of a concealed dagger. He's got 3 years probation for each stint. And I have never been to jail, not on probation, and have no priors. Not to mention, I just payed $2500 for a lawyer and I have pictures of him with ecstacy pills on his tongue and smokingpot//drinking with minors.
But he's still convinced he's going to win. I don't understand it. I already saw what he's using against me. He printed out a bunch of crap off my myspace. In not one of those pictures am I doing anything illegal. I'm not even pregnant in any of them!! And all my blogs are from 05/06 for the most part. My statuses talk about going to my friends house, my mouse had her babies, blah blah. None of it will hold up in court. He also wrote that I'm a "current drug user"...


























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