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The Ten New Commandments:

1) Do not do to others what you would not want them to do to you.

2) In all things, strive to cause no harm.

3) Treat your fellow human beings, your fellow living things, and the world in general with love, honesty, faithfulness and respect.

4) Do not overlook evil or shrink from administering justice, but always be ready to...
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This is a fucking weird week.

My mom is having surgery tomorrow to remove a massive intramedullary spinal tumor tomorrow. Trying to stay positive but its hard not to think about the idea that she may walk into surgery tomorrow... and never walk again.

At this point, they don't know anything except that its there. It could be an astrocytoma (very bad) or it could...
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Went and saw Joe Rogan tonight at the Improv.

My mouth hurts.

Sup?

I just had one of the most exciting days I've had in a while. Which is not saying a whole lot, but still!

I took a master class with 2 castmembers of Chicago (the musical, not the band), learning a portion of the actual choreography from the show. SQUEE.

Mr. Lenny Daniel and Mr. Christophe Cabellero taught us part of the opening number, "All That...
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I was just running thru the house and my converse all stars failed me when I got to the tile and I...

fell on my face.

So we're going on a float trip this weekend, and camping along the river.

I just found out that some of our camping party is bringing a propane tank and grill.

THATS NOT FUCKING CAMPING.

I really wish that I wouldn't wear my insecurities on my sleeve so much. It's embarrassing.

I wish I wasn't so easily embarrassed.

I feel pathetic, desperate, and embarrassed.

Briefly, anyway.

I've always thought that it was odd that people define themselves so much by their music. So often, people are pidgeon-holed by their music (or either their pidgeon-hole determines the music that they like). Fan followings for music groups sometimes come close to cult status.

I've always had a pretty eclectic music taste, never really had a "favorite genre" or felt a strong allegiance to...
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when I take pictures of myself, I look really ugly. I dont know how these SGs do it.

ETA: Okay, so I was overreacting. My self image isn't always so great, and neither is my photography. And good lighting makes a big difference.