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i dont even know where to start .... im lost .... very lost .... lost in my life .... lost in my beliefs .... lost in my dreams .... just lost .... seems like i take a step in the right direction and get hit so hard it drives me back a million more steps ....

didnt get the loan for the house .... i...
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oxide:
That depends on what kinda car it is, and what she needs. I assume by your SN it's a VW?

oh.. and how much you're willing to pay me!
hlb2:
Thanks! The Chucks were a birthday gift from my bother. and thet just happen to be the coolest biggrin

MASH was one of my favorite shows too. Which "sidekick" did you like better: McIntyre or BJ Honeycutt? I like BJ. Winchester or Frank Burns? Hard call on that one for me. Probably Frank though. Henry Blake or Sherman Potter? Another hard call for me but probably Potter. And finally, as company clerk Radar or Klinger? Radar hands down.

Hope you are feeling betterr. Life is life and you play the hand you've been dealt. If you are losing just wait a few hands and your luck will turn. You never know what card you will draw next. It could change everything. So, keep playing wink
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im trying to decide if life can get any worse ... just when u try to better your life some idiot comes and knocks u down yet again ..... i am attempting to get a loan to restore my house .... everything was going well until some idiot who was doing the appraisal messed it up and appraised to low ...which means instead of recieving...
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trills:
*Snuggles* kiss
trills:


Happy holidays! kiss
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not really much new going on .... still waiting to hear about the loan .... gotta get up at 330 all this week for an early run .... sucks ... but the money is pretty good .... still single ... nothing new really
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trills:
Good to see you around kiss
bambie_____:
happy holiday smooches!

kiss
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i know havent been here at all lately... lots going on here ... attempting to get a loan for my house to FINALLY get it restored .... its pretty bad right now ... half torn apart ... half together ... really really hoping this loan goes through ... guess we shall see ... other then that not to much going on here ... STILL single...
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receptionistdesk:
thanks!
lhell:
Hope everything goes through with the loan, I mean, it's not like you haven't requested it for a valid reason. Good luck.

...And thank you. blush I am where it says I'm from, good 'ol Nova Scotia. tongue
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havent been around here much lately .... just havent been doing alot .... working again ... my foot still hurts but its better then it was so im back to work ... isnt really much else going on ... just bored with life ... oh well ... hope everyone is well ....
dangerousangel:
sorry to hear the foot still hurts but atleast its geting better so thats good
bambie_____:
hey you! how are you diong? sorry to hear about your foot. i'm getting over a couple bruised ribs meself. if you look at the bottom pic in my journal you'll know what from wink

take care hon!

kiss
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cookiepuss:
But, I did tell you about the photoshoot.
It happened last year, I believe.
I remember saying that I was doing a shoot with someone for a cd. But I guess I never showed you the finished product! Sorry.

Tell Richie I said hello!
cookiepuss:
It's okay, it was over a year ago.

How is your foot feeling?
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i know alot of woman that im really good friends with .... most live a good ways away from me california , texas , colorado, new york , ect. .... at one time or another they have asked me how someone as sweet and nice as me could possibly be single .... and u know something .....i ask myself that everyday ...i try to be...
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trills:
You'll find a goody one day, you can't NOT!
dragynn:
you're offering dinner and a photo shoot? hmmm... send me an email. =)

i'm actually doing a bit better... illness has quieted down to a cold and i am finally employed.. but it will still be a while before i can support myself.

thanks for the offer(s). if you are ever out in LA perhaps i'll take you up on it.

Raynn (dragynn)
bloodraynn at gmail dot com
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well lets see ... not much really going on around here lately ... still hopping around cause of my foot that i dropped drywall on 4 weeks ago .. its healing slow ... ive been sick which really sucks ... thats really about it ...

im still looking for a date .... someone to take to dinner .... id like to go to the theater...
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drummercedes:
Thankyou for the comments!!! I wish I had a guy like you frown unfortunately we're so far away!!! damnit. that sucks.
cookiepuss:
You should go to the theater alone.
I do and it's not a big deal.

Let me know when you want to come to this area.

Hope your foot feels better soon.
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well i woke up this morning with this new found insperation to continue to restore my old 1897 farm house .... for a while now ive just wanted to sell it and try to move on with life but for some reason today i was thinking about trying again to get this place done ...so we shall see ...

met a girl that works at...
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salomem:
awww, thanks! and Happy Birthday!

Wow, it's not everyone who lives in a 19th century farmhouse. That's an opportunity to live in a fantastic piece of history, with personal significance, I imagine. I'm glad you found new inspiration to restore it.

Besides, if you move away, you can't flirt with the photo girl anymore. You should offer to take pictures of her wink
cthylla:
Hey, thanks for the compliment!! Did you hear that Danzig supposedly played in Atlantic City with Doyle and a guy from Type O the other week?
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hmmmm ok i really dont get it .... had a date with someone tonight and got stood up ... no phone call ....no IM .... no nothing .... how hard is it to just let someone know that u cant go out for what ever reason .... id rather someone say ....."i must be out of my mind and fuck off " then to not...
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drummercedes:
I would love for you to take me out! i am lonely lately. but too bad i live in colorado!! i don't think i'll be in maryland any time soon. which sucks. i need someone ... i think i'm gonna make a dating profile! lol ... aaahhh
drummercedes:
Hi. Well, I am actually very close to Denver. Probably about 45 mins to an hour. and if you are coming down that'd be awesome to do a photo shoot! Just let me know when you're coming down. That's so cool! love
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well lets see .... week started out ok then on tuesday i dropped 2 sheets of plaster drywall on my foot .... weighing about 215 pounds .... it landed right behind the steel toe and right on to my foot ... talk about ouch ... so ive been pretty much sitting around .... its still unknown if its broken ... ill find out tomarrow ......
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paroxysmiclove:
Aww. I'm sure you'll get some soon enough. kiss
raynalissa:
Omg I'm so sorry about your foot! I hope you heal fast. Hang in there. kiss
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confussion .... life described in one work as of right now .... y am i having such a hard time with all of this ....

i was talking to a friend of mine today .... i have one hugh decission to make ... do i stay living in this town ... or do i leave and try a fresh start somewhere else ....

the only...
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ondyne:
Thanks! I'm bored with them already but all the potential photographers were in New Orleans. Yeah I escaped MD 3 years ago, I miss my friends horribly but I certainly don't miss the ice and snow.
ondyne:
I love NYC. It's the one place I miss most about the north. I took it for granted when I lived 45 min away, had I known I'd move half way across the country I'd have been there more.

Either way, it's ok I don't have a photographer right now. I'm not happy with my body at the moment so I know it'd show. Maybe in a few months when I get back to comfort level.