i got a radio show that i'm excited about.. even though i'm sure only about one person at a time actually listens to my college's radio station.. but still.. i'm excited.. aren't you??.. i shoulda done a show last year.. i kept thinkin about it but was too chicken for some reason.. ah well, i'm glad i did it now. it's on thursday from 10-11.....
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i've begun to feel kinda pathetic when it comes to rachel.. being so incredibly not over her.. gaaah... there's also somewhat of a sense of urgency about getting over her since i know eventually she'll find another guy.. and i reeeeeeeally don't handle stuff like that very well..
i need ot have messier breakups.. it's too easy to like someone when they're one of your...
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i need ot have messier breakups.. it's too easy to like someone when they're one of your...
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i've begun to feel kinda pathetic when it comes to rachel.. being so incredibly not over her.. gaaah... there's also somewhat of a sense of urgency about getting over her since i know eventually she'll find another guy.. and i reeeeeeeally don't handle stuff like that very well..
i need ot have messier breakups.. it's too easy to like someone when they're one of your...
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i need ot have messier breakups.. it's too easy to like someone when they're one of your...
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wow, i'm paroud of myself..
basically.. some bad stuff happened in a dream last night and i was all ready ot kill myself.. in a dream..... the only reason i didn't was cause i didn't have my knife on me..
they say you can't die in a dream.. but i just wonder what it woulda felt like to cut my wrists in a dream....
basically.. some bad stuff happened in a dream last night and i was all ready ot kill myself.. in a dream..... the only reason i didn't was cause i didn't have my knife on me..
they say you can't die in a dream.. but i just wonder what it woulda felt like to cut my wrists in a dream....
i'm in one of those moods where i want something to change... but i can never figure out what.. it's like i'm just not happy with the way things are .. but have never figured out how to change them..
i have a feeling.. and i hate to admit this.. but i'll bet myself ten bucks that it has a whole lot to do with...
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i have a feeling.. and i hate to admit this.. but i'll bet myself ten bucks that it has a whole lot to do with...
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ember:
I feel your pain.
I just looked at a semi-recent photoset of my favorite SG of all time, Bee, and for some reason it made me realize how lonely I am, and I'd love to have a girlfriend. That would rock.
I don't really know what else to say...uhh, I guess we can be lonely and want our lives to change together?
I'm guessing there's more to it than simply girls...I guess we all need to "upgrade our life", as Dane Cook would say. Maybe you should look into some new hobbies or something. Sounds cheesy and cliche, but it must work at least some of the time or people would stop giving the advice.
I just looked at a semi-recent photoset of my favorite SG of all time, Bee, and for some reason it made me realize how lonely I am, and I'd love to have a girlfriend. That would rock.
I don't really know what else to say...uhh, I guess we can be lonely and want our lives to change together?
I'm guessing there's more to it than simply girls...I guess we all need to "upgrade our life", as Dane Cook would say. Maybe you should look into some new hobbies or something. Sounds cheesy and cliche, but it must work at least some of the time or people would stop giving the advice.
this is going to be a whiny entry.. so hang on...
my classes this term are rather bleh.. nothing very interesting.. it's fairly often i kinda wish i wasn't doing engineering if only so that i could have some choice in what classes i take..
ah well..
i hope they fix teh showers in our dorm cause the way they are now i swear they're...
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my classes this term are rather bleh.. nothing very interesting.. it's fairly often i kinda wish i wasn't doing engineering if only so that i could have some choice in what classes i take..
ah well..
i hope they fix teh showers in our dorm cause the way they are now i swear they're...
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yay! for suicide girls!! i'm not sure why i'm usin this journal other than to have an actual entry in it...
i hav ea deadjournal that i use.. but that one's kinda nice cause my friends check it out and they can comment on my entries.. it's oddly satisfying to know somone's reading it. when they comment..
buuuuuut, none of them are suicidegirl members.... so...
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i hav ea deadjournal that i use.. but that one's kinda nice cause my friends check it out and they can comment on my entries.. it's oddly satisfying to know somone's reading it. when they comment..
buuuuuut, none of them are suicidegirl members.... so...
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fatality:
A belated welcome to the site!