about dating other girls, or ponder having sex with other girls...I feel wrong. I feel like I'd be screwing myself over even more. I only want her, regardless of how fucked up everything is between her and I. So much bull shit happened way too quickly. And I only want her...I can not even look at another girl and get aroused. But every time I think about her though, I get seriously aroused. Is it wrong to think about your ex while masturbating? I personally do not know what to think. I seriously wish I could go back and do it all over again, and make things right.
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