Wednesday Jun 06, 2007

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Been too long. What can I say about recent affairs.

life
revolving slowly
focus
not adapting
you
don't know what I want
do I?

EDIT: Who knows what I want but here's a good laugh, and I know I NEEDED that! http://www.flicklife.com/f98eb779a387e33768c6/Best_Beer_Commercial_Ever.html
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brightredscream:
That would explain why I didn't get to say hi to you/see you then I guess!
camalot:
I'm doing well smile How 'bout you? Scotch...blek! biggrin How far north are you heading?

Wednesday May 23, 2007

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Unsolicited, genuinely intended physical affection. That's what it boils down to. Yup. That's what I'm looking for.
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vanish:
<3
lumi:
*trails fingertips from your shoulders down to god knows where wink*

Thursday May 17, 2007

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Who is the lover for this aquarian and why can't I find her? (I am so Aquarian it hurts)

The Age of Aquarius and the futuristic explorations it brings to mind are very much in sync with those of people born under this sign. The Water Bearer is a visionary, caring and giving lover who sees the beauty in friendship and the mutual attainment of...
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stompbox:
I wish you luck, my friend. She's out there. Just hope she doesn't freak out when you explain your situation to her. *shudders from mutual understanding*
satori:
All I can say is wowI have a vague interest in stars, but learn more towards science, but that is amazingly accurate - was like I'd written it myself - so very apt.

r u very into star etc ?

kiss

Tuesday May 15, 2007

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On vulnerability: You can expose your body, you can expose your mind, you can expose your feelings, but the tenderest exposure of all is your longings.
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lubflo:
another pic??
geez, i have up 3!! still not satisfied?? eeek
camalot:
"Hells yeah" to that, Trip!

Longings...those are dangerous things.

Thursday May 10, 2007

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Dead or alive
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camalot:
Definately my kind of girl biggrin
camalot:
Ummm, the latex was somewhere between $20 and $30. Its not currently in my posession so I cant say for certain.

Wednesday May 09, 2007

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Doesn't hurt me
You want to feel how it feels?
You want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You want to hear about the deal I'm making?
You, you and me

And if I only could
Make a deal with God
And get him to swap our places
Be running up that hill
Be running up that road
Be running up that building...
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Monday May 07, 2007

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"when I go to cross that river
she is comfort by my side
when I try to understand
she just opens up her eyes "

Edit: These last two "poems" are in quotes because they're not mine. Indio, Big Hard Sun. I would have thought you people might have recognized that. WhenI figure out how I will attach the you tube version.

Here try this:...
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huck:
is this a song lyric? i like it.

what's going on with you and the missus? are you still together, or raising your daughter separated? you sound unhappy and confused.
tigercat:
You are a little sneak because you looked up Lauren smile .. I was kidding of course.

Can't wait to meet you.. I hope you can handle us!

Sunday May 06, 2007

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"Once I built an ivory tower
So I could worship from above
When I climbed down to be set free
She took me in again"

Thursday May 03, 2007

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Tonight's the big night. It's not like it's the first time but every time is difficult. That being said, I feel better today. Not so anxious. It helps that other matters are cropping up to keep me busy. As long as my mind is occupied I don't dwell on things. Distraction can be very liberating.
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stompbox:
Well don't go modeling your life after mine just yet. After a year and a half of "trying it out" I'm still not sure if the open relationship thing is right for me. But I'm ok with it, and it doesn't bother me much anymore, for what that's worth. I've met the guy she sees and he's alright. I think that helped me the most, actually. I don't have to like him, but I can see he's just a guy, at least.

But still, nothing about it feels normal, I'm just used to it feeling strange.
huck:
hey man, don't sweat it, buy the print version if/when ya can. i am satisfied that i at least have fans, tho perhaps next time there'll be no free download! tongue wink

what happened thursday night? good or bad?

Wednesday Apr 25, 2007

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So, the girlfriend is planning a date with her 'other.' frown What to do when you want an open relationship (so you can enjoy the benefits) but feel so sad at the other's parting? Clearly I have a lot of abandonment issues. Is this how I grow? Are experiences like these the antidotes for naivete, the spring board to growth and sophistication? surreal
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huck:
thanks man! biggrin HOWEVER you should buy a print copy and leave it on your coffee table for guests to enjoy! poetry is a tactile pleasure as well, you know. wink
camalot:
Thanks man. Its nice to know that I'm not losing my grip on reality. Then again, how real is reality?
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