From satanachist
This is a weird one and I wish I had time to PM you to explain 1. At 44yrs feeling like I know what it means to be and act like a man for the first time (two times I can think of in my life events conspired in such a complicated way to end up at a profound outcome, anyhow this time you were one of the many catalysts) 2. The luxury of the complexity of family 3. A cup of coffee while I am up too early with my son who has a streetlight that I just found out shines in his eyes in the wee hours