So, I've been off work on stress leave for about six months. I'm finally back at work full time this week, only to go on vacation from the 3rd till the 24th! It's crazy. I love my job!!!
Okay, here's an update on my life. I'm back at work full time for the first time in over six months. I'm really looking forward to it. Other than that not much is happening. I sign for my vacation time next year. I have five weeks, I'm thinking about taking a week in late winter, three during in summer and one during Christmas.
I did it again. I fucked up. I actually met a decent guy and then I ruined it beyond repair. I don't know why, I start acting crazy but for some reason I do. Maybe one day I'll actually meet someone who can handle me, quirks and all. Until then, I'll try and be content with my life...my cats, my job, my car.
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andsoitgoes:
You're handling it a lot better than you could hon. JUST remember that.
They hurt becaue there is love. Love sucks. Lots. ANd we're not "normal". And if the other person you're with isn't normal, then that love and passion can turn in on itself.
But that doesn't mean it can't work. That doesn't mean it won't. Trials like this are what make those times when we find "it" that much better.
Just remind yourself about what happened, and recognize that. If you need "help" to get past that, whether it be a friend, counselor, whatever - use that. If it's something that's detrimental about yourself and you feel strongly enough about it, you CAN change it.
Maybe not completely, but maybe even just enough..
Ya know?
I know we don't know each other THAT well, but I've seen some of the hell you've been through, and you didn't make it through that to let something like this get you too down.
But there's a mourning period with everything. You won't be alone forever, not as long as you keep trying and making it through the pain..
My 2 cents at least......
They hurt becaue there is love. Love sucks. Lots. ANd we're not "normal". And if the other person you're with isn't normal, then that love and passion can turn in on itself.
But that doesn't mean it can't work. That doesn't mean it won't. Trials like this are what make those times when we find "it" that much better.
Just remind yourself about what happened, and recognize that. If you need "help" to get past that, whether it be a friend, counselor, whatever - use that. If it's something that's detrimental about yourself and you feel strongly enough about it, you CAN change it.
Maybe not completely, but maybe even just enough..
Ya know?
I know we don't know each other THAT well, but I've seen some of the hell you've been through, and you didn't make it through that to let something like this get you too down.
But there's a mourning period with everything. You won't be alone forever, not as long as you keep trying and making it through the pain..
My 2 cents at least......
I just got back from the hospital. I got out of bed to go to the washroom when I accidentally stepped on a cat. He scratched my foot open so badly I required stitches. Why do I love my cats so much when all they do is maul me????
andsoitgoes:
jesus mary and joseph!!
St Pauls or somewhere in NV? And did they give you anything fun for the pain?
Seriously - a cat. Sigh. Fucking animals >.<
St Pauls or somewhere in NV? And did they give you anything fun for the pain?
Seriously - a cat. Sigh. Fucking animals >.<
On saturday afternoon my friend called and asked if I wanted to go on a motorcycle ride up to Whistler. Being the sucker for a nice bike that I am, I immediately accepted. It was a gorgeous day; perfect for a ride on the bike. Unfortunately I have a bad back. I used to drive for greyhound back in 2005/2006. While there I ended up...
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lylee:
aw dont worry about it. we all have stuff going on
i hope you feel better soon though <3
i hope you feel better soon though <3
yulia:
Really? I shot the set on a Saturday! I think it was the end of March...
I just had a consult for my scarification earlier today. It went really well and we came up with a really good design. It'll take about two hours to do. I'm pretty nervous about the whole thing. For some of the parts we'll have to actually take out quite a bit of skin. According to Russ scarification feels about the same as getting tattooed. We'll...
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robotrogue:
Shit yeah social life.
I have a consult tomorrow with russ foxx to do some scarification. I'm super pumped, and yet terrified at the same time. I don't want to be screaming like a 13 year old girl during the process (that is the scarification, not the consult...I doubt I'll be screaming then...I hope!). As some of you know, I went thru a bad time about half a year...
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bjonestown:
post pics when you're finished - amen
xoxo
xoxo
I need more ink!!!! I know, I already have fifteen tattoos but it's not enough. I think I want to get a coverup done of my chestpiece.....look at my topless pic and you'll see why, it needs to be covered up!
I was thinking of doing two coffins with some roses in the middle and a banner across my upper chest that states "true love...
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I was thinking of doing two coffins with some roses in the middle and a banner across my upper chest that states "true love...
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andsoitgoes:
Yes, I can agree that getting it "changed" would be good. It's not terrible, by any means, but having it more complex would be fitting to the other ink you have.
Why the coffins, though? Any significance there?
Why the coffins, though? Any significance there?
andsoitgoes:
Yes, I can agree that getting it "changed" would be good. It's not terrible, by any means, but having it more complex would be fitting to the other ink you have.
Why the coffins, though? Any significance there?
Why the coffins, though? Any significance there?
I am having the worst luck in the world today.
It all started this morning, I was walking home when I pass by these construction workers. I overhear "Holy fuck, she looked hot from far away. My eyesight must be going"
Later on, I'm driving downtown on a one way street. A car turns the corner and hits me head on. The lady proceeds to...
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It all started this morning, I was walking home when I pass by these construction workers. I overhear "Holy fuck, she looked hot from far away. My eyesight must be going"
Later on, I'm driving downtown on a one way street. A car turns the corner and hits me head on. The lady proceeds to...
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robotrogue:
Awe, well those construction workers are asstards (because you're hot)
That driver sucks. Don't you wish your car has a rocket launcher?
As for the grocery store thing, I'm sure you made a lot of mens night walking by. (YOU know what I'm talking about!)
Home is safe, comforting, and you have your cats and books to comfort you!
Feel better lil lady!
That driver sucks. Don't you wish your car has a rocket launcher?
As for the grocery store thing, I'm sure you made a lot of mens night walking by. (YOU know what I'm talking about!)
Home is safe, comforting, and you have your cats and books to comfort you!
Feel better lil lady!
tindra:
Awww thanks! It's great to have a friends like you!
I drive a bus for a living and earlier tonight, this guy gets on. He has a black eye, a bleeding lip and was carrying a golf club over his shoulder that was covered in blood. I was going to refuse him service but quite frankly, I was scared shitless. Sometimes I love my job and then other times I hate it.
danaalexandria:
That sounds terrifying! 