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sunkist_sudafed:
Get off the damn phone it's my last night home!!!!

love
nata:
next time you come down here we will do a girl night!!! girl talk is sometimes fun and relaxing...it sounds like you could use it...you have my cell # if you need/wanna talk...smilesmile
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i used to be so fucking passionate about writing, but i was an unhappy child and it was always just easier to write a metaphor for how shitty life was than it was to just fucking deal with it. now i've resorted to boring and mediocre rambles plastered here to fill up space. somedays i wish i could be sad again just so i could...
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trixxx:
I am having a simular problem, I have been unhappy for most of my life and that helped with my art and writing but now I feel so joyful and have no reason to not feel blessed every day when I look at these munchkins and that makes it hard to feel or emote anything else...
lela:
well i hope you get in to see your guy soon! i can't wait to come up and get some work done. i'm too impatient to finish off my back first! i'll probably feel guilty/bad when i take my shirt off to get my back done and my guy sees my new ink from someone else, but he needs to stop being so goddamn busy and booked up and maybe i wouldn't tattoo-cheat on him. hah! what do they say about tattoos and breastfeeding? i never had enough cash to get tattoos anyways so i never bothered reading any of that info.

it was kinda relationship-y. we talked about books and authors and music and got it on while listening to the white stripes in a greenhouse with plants and a hot tub and huge windows. hes a super rad dude and i'm glad i am getting to know him better - he just better not mess with my vulnerable lil self too much!! i can't take any mind games, drama, or rejection, and when ya get close to someone else there is always the risk of that happening - unfortunately! meh.
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1. sunkist_sudafed left today. Dropping him off at the airport left an eery deja vu feeling. Years & years of dropping my dad off at the airport while my mom & two siblings would cry all the way home has a way of doing that to a person. I think I've finally numbed myself from the abandonment feeling, because I didn't shed a tear today....
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missmir:
THANK you. Finally someone who agrees with me! haha...

Oh, by the way though, if you go see it in the theater, be sure and leave the little one with someone else. The first part (Robert's) is quite gory and the noises might be frightening. That and since it's really two movies stuck together it's really long!

Quiting smoking is really hard... i hear. I don't smoke lol but i have friends that do that are trying to quit. When i was a kid my brother smoked and i was miserable around him. I never wanted to be around him because i hated the smell....and to this day i've never smoked. Of course you're "mom" so Lennon will obviously love to be around you regardless but don't torture the lil guy! Hang in there, you can do it! I have faith in you. smile
rpg:
In my business, I meet so many women who have been thru childbirth and don't think they can ever do nudes, and who are regretting doing them before they had kids.

and that's kinda sad, because it's so not true. My client on Friday was doing boudoir with one nude set and one topless set, for her future husband....she's been married beforfe and has 3 kids. and the photos are fabulous.

Whatever childbirth did to your body, it was well worth it I'm sure. But don't let it stop you from thinking you're sexy. You are now, you were before, and you'll always be sexy. kiss kiss
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Lennon is one week old today & has finally let his mom have a few minutes off of the tit to post some pics!! ! It's been an exhausting week, and I really wish someone would have warned me how shitty you are going to feel after giving birth! It really feels like I got raped by an elephant. I'm not sure which is worse...
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maryjane:
your little man in his little cloth diapers are so precious!! i can't wait to be in your shoes smile groovy mamas = groovy babies. motherhood has got to be so kick ass!

so, my last day of work was saturday... i have lots to do, but at the same time i almost don't know what to do with myself!

:mj:
_chaos_:
Thankies smile
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applejax:
Oh my goodness what an ordeal for the two of you! But biggest (soft and gentle of course!) hugs and congratulations! I'm glad that the two of you are safe and doing well.

Mee hee, of course your little boy is a cutie roo!!! Look at who his mum is!!!! kiss
rpg:
Don't hold back on posting more Lennon pics. It's just too bad he has to wait another 18 years to get his own SG account...the last 4 years will be murder! biggrin biggrin tongue wink


I will get back to posting some Mexico pics soon. Honestly, Cristina A. put on a kick ass show, very tasteful and no "hoochy koochie" skanky skin show either. Now, if you like skin, and can live without the talent, the Pussycat Dolls were ok for openers, but they even put me to sleep. No, I take that back, they were NOT ok for openers, not even for a strip club show. eeek
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rpg:
congrats mommy!!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
hopey:
congrats on the baby!! Isn't it weird not having a belly full of baby?
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I was supposed to be giving birth yesterday, but I'm still completely intact baby & all!!

All these ways of inducing labor - sex, walking, spicy foods, pineapple, red raspberry leaf tea... it's all a fucking load of shit because that baby is NOT wanting to come out no matter what I do!

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rpg:
aw, you're sweet not to be bothered by my bbq'd shrimp pics. I'm glad for that. I've made the mistake of ordering steak, rare, when dining with new acquaintences who are vegetarians, and it never even crossed my mind that it would be or could be disgusting for them. I try to be more sensitive now. I needed to be educated, but every once in a while, I backslide.
gentleman_loser:
I have a feeling it's here :-)
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i am slightly creeped out by the fact that sunkist_sudafed was to leave for work this morning as usual at 6:30 a.m., but since we had scheduled a midwife appointment we would be leaving much later [neverthelss, the appointment got cancelled because one of her other ladies was in labor]. turns out that at 7 a.m. the EXACT time that he would have been driving...
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mrsmeaney:
eeek

Creepy.

I think about those things alot. Almost to the point where it interferes with my daily activities. I'm slightly paranoid and superstitious as hell. frown

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I loved my final days. Was super anxious and really exhausted and kinda crabby too. But I t hought it was so cool that there is a little person inside, just chillin and waiting for that perfect moment to start his business. love

jimbo_radio:
it totally WAS worth it! it was awesome!
how are you?! how's the belly?!
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I feel like I need to say something, but I don't know what it is. I did however write out an entire blog about how fucking sick of being pregnant I am, but decided to erase it! Pregnancy is a beautiful thing, but this painfully drawn out waiting game needs to END before I go fucking insane.

Mostly I'm missing nights like these - my...
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t7:
I would like seriously find out where these people live, and murder them all, and then bomb mtv for coming up with such a stupid idea that causes other stupid little brat kids to wanna be on that show, but I suppose it exposes them all so we can pick them off one at a time.
dreu:
I admire what you were willing to give up for reproduction of our species! Ok, that sounded really weird and nerdsy.
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lela:
ahh i know the hell of being stuck in traffic without smokes. i quit right after nye this year and that has to be one of the things i do NOT miss.

i love sewing! i wish i was able to do it more often but i just got my own machine this past xmas from my soon-to-be-mother in law. i was all surprised and not expecting it though and so i have to figure out where to put it and all that, which is becoming quite a process (hence not doing it for 2 months now). when i get it up and running lets def share ideas because i'm kinda rusty. i am getting a book off amazon about clothes restructuring and plan to put my fugly old clothes to new uses.

applejax:
Aw, heeeeere baby!!! *tries to lure baby out*