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Sorry, sweets. I feel the same exact way these days.

since i can't be there to help out, i will just make sure that you have a great time next weekend!

hey momma i haven't talked to you for awhile how goes it?

hmmm whats going on???

thank you! tell your sis i said happy birthday too.

(((((hugs)))))

Being a new mom is a lot to deal with. I can't speak from your perspective, only from that of a dad, so I'll leave the advice to wiser, more knowledgable friends. But if there is every anything I can do for you, just let me know, ok?

I hope you move down here. Regina is a good city, it's got it's bad parts like any other city, but overall, there's really no other place I'd rather be right now (although I love Saskatoon, for many reasons, that city would still be my 2nd choice).

Yup, glad to get otta Calgary, the driving, the parking, the cost of living....it's full of excitement and you can get just about anything you want at a price.....great place to visit, but Regina is a better place to live, for me anyways.

Hope to see you again sometime.

Well............. look at me having something amazingly awesome to say.


Nobody but you should ever have the right to EXPECT you to be everything, and nobody but you should ever make you feel like nothing. AND when you wrap it all up in a ball and put a pretty bow on it it's nothing but pure truth when I say that lady..... you're a mom. Therefore you can NEVER be nothing and to at least one lil bugger.... you ARE everything. SO THERE!


But yeah. Shit sucks when you're the one shoveling most of it.

PLEEEEEEASE!!

That would be so fun!

Things damned well better ge better. I'm sick of the situation entirely. Driven a steak into my already old and bitter heart. Grr.

it was just so unexpected, you know? we had such a wikkid time up in stoon, i was all soft and mushy and like "aww we bonded.." and then WHAM he just shoots me down in the meanest way possible. and he did it in a very careless, flippant manner too, like single moms probably have NO FEELINGS or anything, and they are probably totally used to being insulted and degraded because they are mothers, and hey, whats the big deal, they're only good for casual sex anyways! how dare i expect to be treated with anymore respect than he'd give a whore off the street!

heh

was i right about how sexy he is? at least i can say i did him. gotta see the bright side!

at least i got to see you and your family again. i was so out of it before the tattoo b/c of major anxiety, not really much of a conversationalist during because it was kinda ouchie, and so tired/burnt out after that it was all i could do to stay sitting up at that table. i'm glad you like the little onesie! he's such a cute baby, i can't wait to see it on him.

thanks again for hookin me up this weekend. happy mother's day!

Tell me that's not your boob in that new picture you put up.



Holy crap, they are ginormous.

Mine have gone down quite a bit over the last few months. Man do I miss those D cups.

well you just need to get your sweet lil ass down here then!! your man will always be your fav but to have a city full of awesome friends will surely help with things. i'll come over and make you supper so you can sleep! or you know, something like that.

ahh i am supposed to be getting ready to go so i'm off to do that! see you SOON!!!

Well, In all fairness you have a pretty cute kid too

Plane gets here about 6 or 6:30 sometime. Be in saskatoon about 9 or 9:30.

I can't wait!!!!!

yeah im gonna have to agree that your kid is pretty cute...yes girls are stupid and annoying...

Get off the damn phone it's my last night home!!!!

next time you come down here we will do a girl night!!! girl talk is sometimes fun and relaxing...it sounds like you could use it...you have my cell # if you need/wanna talk...

I am having a simular problem, I have been unhappy for most of my life and that helped with my art and writing but now I feel so joyful and have no reason to not feel blessed every day when I look at these munchkins and that makes it hard to feel or emote anything else...

well i hope you get in to see your guy soon! i can't wait to come up and get some work done. i'm too impatient to finish off my back first! i'll probably feel guilty/bad when i take my shirt off to get my back done and my guy sees my new ink from someone else, but he needs to stop being so goddamn busy and booked up and maybe i wouldn't tattoo-cheat on him. hah! what do they say about tattoos and breastfeeding? i never had enough cash to get tattoos anyways so i never bothered reading any of that info.

it was kinda relationship-y. we talked about books and authors and music and got it on while listening to the white stripes in a greenhouse with plants and a hot tub and huge windows. hes a super rad dude and i'm glad i am getting to know him better - he just better not mess with my vulnerable lil self too much!! i can't take any mind games, drama, or rejection, and when ya get close to someone else there is always the risk of that happening - unfortunately! meh.

THANK you. Finally someone who agrees with me! haha...

Oh, by the way though, if you go see it in the theater, be sure and leave the little one with someone else. The first part (Robert's) is quite gory and the noises might be frightening. That and since it's really two movies stuck together it's really long!

Quiting smoking is really hard... i hear. I don't smoke lol but i have friends that do that are trying to quit. When i was a kid my brother smoked and i was miserable around him. I never wanted to be around him because i hated the smell....and to this day i've never smoked. Of course you're "mom" so Lennon will obviously love to be around you regardless but don't torture the lil guy! Hang in there, you can do it! I have faith in you.

In my business, I meet so many women who have been thru childbirth and don't think they can ever do nudes, and who are regretting doing them before they had kids.

and that's kinda sad, because it's so not true. My client on Friday was doing boudoir with one nude set and one topless set, for her future husband....she's been married beforfe and has 3 kids. and the photos are fabulous.

Whatever childbirth did to your body, it was well worth it I'm sure. But don't let it stop you from thinking you're sexy. You are now, you were before, and you'll always be sexy.

Thankies