tifalockheart

sooo
I have to start praying again.
it worked....
he's not going anywhere for the moment and I am just ecstatic with that.
thank you for the kind words

i am just so fucking happy you guys. its scary.

saturday night consisted of frog catching and aquarium building for said frogs. followed by going to his house and sex (he figured out that i'm a natural sub in bed.. i think i'm doomed lol) and napping at 3am. spent sunday burnt as hell, but hung out with you know who all day. i dunno how he's not sick of me yet, because then i...
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made it through a hellacious few days at work....
barbeque yesterday didn't go as planned. as in, didn't go on at all.
but its okay. i'm gonna see him in a couple hours

and tomorrow my son turns 3.... i can't believe it's been three years already. he's the only good thing that came out of my ex. (literally.) who hasn't seen him in well...
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just had an amazing 5 days off from work. spent a lot of time with the boy, henceforth to be referred to as "trouble".
wednesday night, i went there and we watched some of fear and loathing in las vegas... didn't get far. got "occupied." then took a nap. basically thats how we roll. movies, snacks, sex, and sleep. haha or as he calls it...
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i just keep reeling him in
happy happy happy