Change can be scary but is sometimes necessary for growth to occur. If something isn't working for you in your life then change it. It may be hard and sometimes painful but it will be worst continuing down a path not right for you. Carpe diem, seize the day, gather thee rosebuds while you may ;)
Ever have one of those days where everyone wants you and they are pulling you in every direction. Yeah thats me today. One thing you have to remember thou is no matter what choices you face, good or bad, in the end you still have a choice. No one can make you do anything.
I would much rather be courageous than fearless, better to face ones fears in spite of being afraid than to be ignorant of them.