I just got back from my friends wedding my feet hurt eyes hurt ... being a groomsman is rough work but I think the girls (bridesmaids) had it 10x's worse. I didn't get to dance with jan.... kind of sort of a romantic interest...
smart, funny, and very sweet... well I like her I think I repulse her. and I haven't seen her since she... Read More
That song makes me sad. That whole album makes me rather sad. I still have a paper heart my boyfriend made me out of a dollar bill, though I tore it down the middle. "Too Far Gone" was the song that made me realize I wanted to be with him.
Christ, boy, do yourself a favor and step away from the emo music! Listen to some good ass kicking music like the Blood Brothers or something fun and poppy like Tilt. Listening to the All American Rejects when you are sad can only make things worse.
All those pictures were taken with a Canon Rebel XT. It is the nicest camera ever and I really want one but I don't really have $1000 for one, so I just live vicariously through Idjiit and Barbarella and SouthernBelle and everyone else who does have one.
wake up a little late.... right? supposed to be going and looking for a job right? well you woke up a little late... so no dice. decide to start getting moving to hear your friend tell you: it's raining outside" wtf!?!?
it's fucking 90 degrees out... and sunny and it's raining? you're nuts. just fucking nuts.
so I'm in an unhappy state... that's typical... usual.
funny thing is a certain person on here talked to me a few nights ago... and really she made me feel good about myself. she made me smile and be happy to face the next day... something that rarely happens with me.
for a few days now she hasn't really said anything to me.
[edited to sound less bitchy]
It is really nothing personal; I just went through a while back and deleted the people off my friends list that I no longer really kept in touch with.
The weekend my set went up, I was out of town. When I came back, I had 69 friend requests and ~100 comments. I also have a computer that only works for about three hours at a time, and slowly at that. I've been deleting friend requests wholesale. It has nothing to do with my "fame." It has everything to do with me being one overwhelmed little person.
If it means a lot to you, I have no problem adding you back, but please keep in mind that it is just the internet.
sorry if that is still shitty. I promise I don't mean to be.