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HERES WHAT I WISH WHEN PEOPLE DIDNT WANT TO TALK TO ME THEYD JUST SAY SO INSTEAD OF THINKING THEY WERE BEING POLITE
MORE SHOULD FOLLOW, BUT I THINK YOU KNOW THE DRILL

here's what i'm thinking right now, but so's you know, i've thought this for a while
this is why we are so dumb
and there are a bunch of things that...
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throatneedle:
..and now back to the bukkake pics!
monica:
that camping trip was crazy!!! oh moley. it was run by these people from qubec who didn't know what they were doing! it was funny/boring at the same time. i came home smelling like campfire/dirt. mmmmmm. on the way home we all had a "lets see whose hair is greasier from not showering for 3 days" contest. i didn't win but i came close.


i miss yer face


xoxo monica
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edit: my dog, cleo, died today. september 22, 2003. we put her to sleep, my mom and me. she hadn't eaten for days. she had and incredible heart murmur and was fighting congenital heart failure. i didn't cry at teh vet's office. i talked to the vet, or at least listened to him as he talked and my mom cried. i held cleo's head in...
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gieshab:
i can assure you, every moment WAS horrible.

i just watched "the fabulous life of the hilton sisters" and i feel like i want to commit harry carry...how can two people have SO MUCH at their disposal, while everyone else kills themselves just to get by?! ggrr!
jealousy is a bitch! lol i just have think that they both have some problem like B.O. or bad breath or something lol
monica:
PHYSICS IS A LIE! PHYSICS IS A LIE! PHYSICS IS A LIE!
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if i drink enough, will i win a prize?

if i get sad enough, can i stop pretending?

if we all lie hard enough, will we start to believe?

tomorrow is still screaming at an incomprehensible rate.

a year went by and i almost didn't notice.

all my friends have splintered, and yet nothing feels different.

am i still allowed to be this?

reprazent.
monica:
i'm drunk right now. lets get drunk together and break stuff!



say word
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yeah. exciting weekend.
so friday night was pretty fun. went to dinner n got some sushi with my mom n dad, then a quiet night chillin with some friends. got home around 2 or so. my dad was still up and i had a blast hangin out and talking to him. got to bed around 5:30.
woke up at about 6:15 cuz i hadda puke....
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pyronautica:
You crack me the fuck up.

Being dead isn't so bad, Going to hell isn't so bad either. They really know how to party.
throatneedle:
Neil Diamond is one smooth Jew
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hi neighbor

i met frank rogers
of mr. rogers neighborhood
a few months before he died
he lived in pittsburgh and had an office in the same building that i had an apartment

when i moved out my last semester of school, he was walking out of the building at the same time i was carrying stuff down, and he offered to help.

i dropped...
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kiscica:
you and mister rogers? fuck. i knew it!

*hooooooooooomoseeeeeeexual*

that's why you won't touch me. isn't it? isn't iiiiiiiiit?

*puts her foot down*
thatzac:
sorry, kid, no sex with dead old men for me.
i hate to dissappoint tho.

reprazent.
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some people shouldn't be allowed outside in the world. their presence is unnecessary.

i can't seem to get enough sleep to be well rested. or i get too much sleep. either way i feel like shit.

my boots smell not good.

food is one of my favorite things to eat.

reprazent.
monica:
i misspell becuase i can, becuase i'm good like that yo.

i think that half the people that shouldn't be outside in the world reside with me here at school.

at night i put my hamster in my closet. she says she doesnt mind

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it feels like fall is coming on, but i don't want to get too hopeful and then have to sit through interminable summer days left untread.

anybody wanna come over and watch cartoons? the only person that really watches cartoons with me is my best boy randy and he can't really be around too much, so i am leaving an open invitation. please come watch...
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kiscica:
i'd give away my last piece of bubble gum to watch cartoons with you...
monica:
haha! you always know how to make me biggrin thats why i dont hate yer face anymore. did you finally get to see the pic of us?? if not i'll send it to you! the one that ryan took...
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i changed my profile. i like this version better.

i made some salsa earlier this evening. it smells like it will be very tasty tomorrow.

i need to go buy some more cigarettes.

i'd like to quit smoking just as much as i'd like to quit drinking, but the problem with both of those ideas is that you can't have those things anymore.

i love...
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pihka:
Im afraid we dont return yesterdays for customers...but how about a fresh new tomorrow that no-ones seen yet? We also have these "build-your-own-tomorrow"-kits, which have proved to be very liked indeed...wanna try any of those?wink
pihka:
Here, let me give you not one but TWO free samples of our tomorrow kits- if one of them doesnt turn out the way you planned, this way you can change it midways even, if need be. This sound any better?wink
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i totally want to kill this site forever for once a'fucking'gain timing out on me while i write out an entry.
this is nowhere near funny.

nowhere.

i really feel like fucking up somebody's day right now.

not cool.

i'm going to try to watch cartoons for a while and hopefully the anger will; apss but i really dont fucking care if it doesnt this...
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gwendolyn:
I appreciate the comments you leave in my journal more than anyone else's... by far.

I thought maybe that would cheer you up. smile
throatneedle:
Jerseys Best Dancers is the shit!
Its all about '25 cent Giraffes' !!
See..I've made up for the Modest Mouse dis! Haha

PS - The BS on my journal is from the Simpsons
Episode: When Lisa Goes to Washington cause of that essay
Theres this dude from Queens, NY reading his essay
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things are happening.
i enjoy being in bed with my eyes closed.
here's to free pizza.
much love.

reprazent.
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marymary:
ah shit. i want free pizza.
throatneedle:
Hey wait...
Are you the guy i told on teh roof that I thought Modest Mouse sucked?

Hi! puke
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yeah! update all the time why don't i?
ok think i will!

no sgny party for me this sat. dancin andy popularity is back in town for the first time in three years and i get to hang with his new little boy!!! so seein' my "nephew" is first on my agenda.
i totally got introduced as uncle zac.
my mom, once again, is in...
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all this feels amazingly false at this moment.
all of this feels like lying so hard through smiley smiley teeth.
i bet you wouldn't care.
then again, i bet i wouldn't let anybody help anyways.
fuck, people that let out cries for help just aren't paying attention.

i wrote something much nicer like 15 minutes ago. scroll back and read that instead.

reprazent?

fuck that.
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lucky7:
WoW, I just checked out your pictures.....those cartoons ROcK!!! love
So, you & your friend are both artists? Good shit.
lucky7:
Oh yeah...why isn't your friend an SG member....is he aware of the SG boys??? um...or maybe not.... wink
ahahahaha he's pretty chill. Are you guys going to the party this Sat?

if so....don't MESS w/Girlie! Or you KNOW what'll come your way!!!!................do you, cause I don't