wont be online for a while,,, im going to stay with my mom....
I'm letting my dad have some time alone for awhile...
my gramps is and has been in the hospital for a while...
no one this close to me has ever died before...
so I dont know how to feel...
its not like he's going to die " just yet, but with all...
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I'm letting my dad have some time alone for awhile...
my gramps is and has been in the hospital for a while...
no one this close to me has ever died before...
so I dont know how to feel...
its not like he's going to die " just yet, but with all...
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shane_is_rad:
((((HUGS)))) I wish the best for you and your family
dexie:
oh my love, i just wentthrogh the same thing with my gramps. we should hang so we can dwell together.
saturday was the warped tour,,, I think other then like 20 whole minutes I had fun the entire time! I met up with Nikki Sue, Jestia, Mitch, Josie, Julie ext ext ext... we only watched The Drop Kick Murphys, The HorrorPops and I watched a bit of Billy Idol.. cause all the other bands there suck!!!! It was worth the money to go and hang...
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shane_is_rad:
I looked for you and dexie. I keeped a eye out for your hair and dexies new tattoo. I thought that would stand out to me. But not in a croud of 55,000 people 
And I was melting
And I was melting
dexie:
EEEP! WHERE ARE YOU GOING TO?!?!? 
Soo braiden and I have been getting into this band from here in Utah called the Hellbound Saints .this band is Purdy darn kick ass I tell ya what! Weve been goin to see their shows and hang out every chance we get.. Not only that but I still am diggin the whole crowd that gathers to watch this band
Tonight ,,, well last night...
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Tonight ,,, well last night...
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shane_is_rad:
what did you think of warped tour? the line sucked. I will read all of you journal tonight when i get home 
shane_is_rad:
let me know when you friends band plays next. thay seem cool. 
My dad came home Friday! After being gone for awhile.. Which is good, cause I tend to freak the fuck out when I havent seen my dad in over a week.. Hes one of the most necessary people in my life that stabilizes me.. Eh heh, those of you who dont know I was raised by my dad,, I lived with my mom for about...
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shane_is_rad:
I wish my old man and I got along as well as you and your old man.
emo losers
emo losers
shane_is_rad:
hay its me agian(shane) I was just lookin at your pics. and I saw the will ferell bit about the fear the repper 
sooo funny
sooo funny
whoa this weekend was hella fun...
thursday night we bbq'ed,,, friday night we went to provo and hung out with nikki sue and the utah county psycho's crew! and watched the hellbound saints their fucking goooooood... heres some fucked up pictures of most of us at village inn, I think I was too drunk to focus the camera,, I would have taken more I forgot...
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thursday night we bbq'ed,,, friday night we went to provo and hung out with nikki sue and the utah county psycho's crew! and watched the hellbound saints their fucking goooooood... heres some fucked up pictures of most of us at village inn, I think I was too drunk to focus the camera,, I would have taken more I forgot...
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mrmiah:
Soooo happy to see you out of the doldrums! Looks like a crazy fun time!!!
TessaRuby and her terrifc boyfriend are having a party this weekend.. we want anyone and everyone to come! so COME!
you better at least think about it! missy now!
ahaha
anyways let me know and I'll give you info!
you better at least think about it! missy now!
ahaha
anyways let me know and I'll give you info!
shane_is_rad:
I cant put up photos I dont have a camara that loads onto my computer. I have a scaner. but when i moved from my last apt. I lost the power cord to it. but i do have a camara phone. thats how i got my profile pic on thire. your not missisg out on anything. I am no looker. but i am going to order a new cord soon. And put more pics of my wonderful dog that brings me more joy than anything. you rule.
I dont have a camara that loads onto my computer. I have a scaner. but when i moved from my last apt. I lost the power cord to it. but i do have a camara phone. thats how i got my profile pic on thire. your not missisg out on anything. I am no looker. but i am going to order a new cord soon. And put more pics of my wonderful dog that brings me more joy than anything. you rule.
mrmiah:
damnit i want to come!
I guess nooo one wants to play poker...
pinkisux:
i would but i a tad far away. and i don't know how.... so that might cost me more than traveling expenses
bella_donna:
aww its ok lady i know we'll do wel in michigan i dont think we're sapossed to leave the state its too bad we never got a chance to meet 
shane_is_rad:
happy to here you are felling better
the poker think im in. as long as i dont have to work the next day. Are we playing with money or for good times?
the poker think im in. as long as i dont have to work the next day. Are we playing with money or for good times?
sixele:
HAH
thats crazy!
thats crazy!
it feels good to be appreciated even by an enemy,,,, I'm not much of a person anymore..
believe it or not, I've been severely depressed... Where all I can do is speak and hope someone listens. Or can respond the right way..
Nothing as a whole has really triggered my emotions.. Its kind of a billion and one little things. I dont see my self...
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believe it or not, I've been severely depressed... Where all I can do is speak and hope someone listens. Or can respond the right way..
Nothing as a whole has really triggered my emotions.. Its kind of a billion and one little things. I dont see my self...
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shane_is_rad:
Wow I cant say much to you on this. I would be out of my eliment.And any advice I would give you would just be crap. Nothing to base it off of. I will try to say something nice to try to cheer you up. and tell you something that helps me.And I offer that whloe harted.
I gave up evrything that made me sad in life. I gave up lots of friends and some family. All bad habbits that made me feel like shit. I only keep the good. and it was the best thing I ever did. for my self esteam (?spelling sorry) alone was worth it. my old man is a real jurk. A jurk to my mom. A jurk to my sister and brothers. he did not want to be like that. So I am nice to evryone I meet. I want no ties to that man. I focus only on whats next in life. I let the past be the past. we cant change who we get as family. we cant change how we grew up. And even if I could, I dont know if i would. that made me who i am today. I dont know who that is? but I do know who im not... When I sent you a buddy reqest. I came AS IS. I came scrached and dented. I have a past you, have a past. im ok with that. my friendship looks beond that. stay strong. I think your rad
shane bla bla bla sorry i took so muck space
I gave up evrything that made me sad in life. I gave up lots of friends and some family. All bad habbits that made me feel like shit. I only keep the good. and it was the best thing I ever did. for my self esteam (?spelling sorry) alone was worth it. my old man is a real jurk. A jurk to my mom. A jurk to my sister and brothers. he did not want to be like that. So I am nice to evryone I meet. I want no ties to that man. I focus only on whats next in life. I let the past be the past. we cant change who we get as family. we cant change how we grew up. And even if I could, I dont know if i would. that made me who i am today. I dont know who that is? but I do know who im not... When I sent you a buddy reqest. I came AS IS. I came scrached and dented. I have a past you, have a past. im ok with that. my friendship looks beond that. stay strong. I think your rad
shane bla bla bla sorry i took so muck space
dexie:
CANT WAIT!!
arrrrrrgggg!!
CANT WAIT!!
arrrrrrgggg!!
20 random facts about me.
1. I can be a hermit for long periods of time. When I venture out of my room, I later regret it.
2. I often think about leaving everything I own, hitch hike up to San Francisco and becoming a bum.
3. I love bagels and cream cheese, I could eat one everyday for the rest of my life.
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1. I can be a hermit for long periods of time. When I venture out of my room, I later regret it.
2. I often think about leaving everything I own, hitch hike up to San Francisco and becoming a bum.
3. I love bagels and cream cheese, I could eat one everyday for the rest of my life.
4....
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sixele:
how did the test go? i hope you passed... anyway... its late again and i have to work tomorrow. I miss your face.
sixele:
yeah.... we are two hours ahead of you guys and its about ten here so it should be about 8 there. you can call anytime... i will usually call on sunday and monday because those are my days off. blah 
Alright, my bangs are finally back to blonde blonde.. Not the nasty light bluish grayish uglyish they were for a while it still freaks me out each time I look in the mirror though.. Do you ever do that? Dye your hair and totally forget about it ? every time Im like whoa, yeah im dumb..
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shane_is_rad:
I hope your doing better today
dexie:
oh honey if I looked 1/2 as good as you do I wouldnt have to!!!! ack!