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i swear i heard my bathroom murmur "ouch" while bleaching the hell out of it. no more getting down with the sickness!

i miss the boy, as i'm considerate and won't infect him with illnesses when i am ill. this really bites. it's been 2 weeks since i've seen him and i need some mooooore. hopefully i can kick the bumps in my throat 'cause...
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well, i got better, sti test came back all free n clear (not that i was worried other wise)... but i didn't change my toothbrush, which resulted in my reinfecting myself with the mysterious bacteria cocktail i had and now i have strep . not upset that i don't have to go to work tomorrow, but still... i'd like to not be ill.

tattoo time...
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well, new year's started off with a bang. which included some guy who tried to grab my arm twice getting wrestled down by security, resulting in a huge fight in front of the club we were at because his friends decided it was a very good idea to start shit with security. some people's kids...

...saw the boy (he's 27, but i will forever call...
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i've got so much feel good running through me it's astounding. probably because it's almost new year, and 13 is one of my lucky numbers (really, it is... along with 87.), so BRING ON THE AWESOME, 2013!

looking forward to taking some trips (washington, hawaii, perhaps back east along with some cali trips for little brother visits), working out consistently (really- i want a bikini...
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ah christmastime-

i've only been home for 12 hours and i'd like very much to be back at my own place of residence. it may be a nic fit, but i really like having my own space and doing my own thing... though i hate being by myself, hahaha. being at mom's is different, and i find it harder to stay so long every passing...
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yeah- miltary dude neglected to mention that he a) has a baby on the way and b) was still trying to rekindle the flame with his ex (who forwarded me some texts, which came in handy when he tried to deny it). ah well, you live and you learn...

...or you sleep with an old flame to get it out of your system. but now...
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i really hate being sick. no sex for me this weekend- well, not with another person anyway. hopefully i'm just being silly/am loopy on cold medication, but i feel like things may be fizzling a little with army boy. he was gone november 1-19th and though some saucy pics were exchanged, i was pretty sure we'd be tearing into each other at some point this...
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alright- no denying it anymore. i got my birthday dress and it doesn't look good. dobby will now be taken on nightly walks, along with bikram yoga 5 days a week and zumba tuesday thursdays. i'm hitting the quarter century mark (oh god i thought i'd be married with kids by now... WHYYYYYY) and i'd like to ring it in with a bang. and i...
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i really, really love denver. maybe i should visit during snow time to decide if i really want to consider moving here...

went to a bdsm themed party dressed in a vinyl nurse costume (i know, SO ORIGINAL! HOW CLEVER!) and ended up meeting a gentleman dressed in camouflage underwear, boots and a hat. he looked like a fucking adonis and i was saddened at the assumption that he, like all the other gentlemen in attendance, was gay.

well guess what? he wasn't. and it was the...
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