OK I couldn't fit this all in one lol. So where I left off... I'm not sure what to do at this point should I give up on love? Or keep going? It's hard to want to keep going and it's hard to believe in love even though it is tattooed on my right arm. all I'm looking for in life is someone who will put in the effort, the emotion, the time and the amount of love/heart that I'm putting in! Maybe I can find me a suicide girl lol but that's me daydreaming. So I guess it's time to keep pushing on as hard as it may be some times but I'll keep my head up and see where life takes me. Take care all!