swimforbrighter

things are slowly getting better! im really relieved. im on the waiting list for a lot of apts in knoxville. since im disabled a fair amount i qualify for cheap housing. i was also worried about my dog being able to come with me but im gonna have a note from my dr saying hes important for my well being :-p
im doing better about...
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someone please come fuck me til morning

andrew broke up with me a few days ago. my life just keeps getting better and better. im moving to knoxville soon and im gonna start traveling. im very excited. lol i cant wait to go to fl soon for my friend jesse's wedding. i hope im better about andrew by then so i dont cry all the way through the wedding.

im going through...
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this is a dedication to my SOON TO BE husband drewbus

[YOUTUBE]http://youtu.be/hg9-zW6njmk[/YOUTUBE]

this has been a tough week. thanks for all of your kind words. im not sure whats best to do. to go out and do something or to just take some time to just for now hang at home watch movies and cry into some green tea. oh and read some cosmo :-p

i really dont have much to talk about. i have a 1...
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my grandmother passed away last night. its so hard to believe shes gone.

hello all. i appreciate your comments, text messages and kind words. its only a matter of time til she passes and they are bringing her home to spend time with her family and get to pass on in the home shes been in for 52 years. im all cried out and im watching boondock saints cause im super fucked up in the head and it...
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so today was at first such a great day but my grandmother has been sick and now shes going to the hospital. it broke my fuckin heart i should just be happy she went but thats how i know just how awful she was feeling. i spend more time with her than anyone else unless you count video chat which i do. i really dont...
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so im really trying to better myself. im working on trust issues. its just i dont trust anyone in the entire world so it doesnt come easy or naturally to me. but i want andrew to have the kind of gf he deserves. i know if there is anyone in the world i should trust it is def him. he's my best friend. i think...
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so theres a lot going on. at least it feels like it to me. i got up to talk to drew today! well i woke up and he was still awake lol. and then i came in from my room and found out my nephews are coming and i annoyed cause i thought they werentt so thats an awesome surprise!

ok so i gotta have...
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i just noticed my top friends are all of my best friends lol love you guys. sg is the only refuge for me in the bible belt