For so long I have only known darkness and have only felt pain. The attic has been my place of peace for the times of loneliness, for the times I have felt I can't go on, but in that little room there is a bit of hope that lingers, that gives me the strength to carry on. So here I sit in the little white room in an attic that rains down darkness and pain but only I know in my heart there is that hope that carry s on.