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My epitaph...he worked hard- but not hard enough...I am done- just going through the motions now...I am done putting out 120%...fuck them...I am ready to just die- it would be a relief-tired...so tired....I just need to rest...not that far from just wanting to rest in peace....
Fuck You :Tuffy, and Ned

Well- here we are back into the draggingly long work week that I have....11 into 65 plus-one would think I would get accolades for the hours I am putting in, but, no...just more complaining from the top...someone just shoot me and let's get it over with...and I am drunk on a monday night...not a good sign....

somwhere, someday, sometime....
Stealing from rodgers and hammerstein now...West Side Story...but fits- I am going through hell now....murphy's law plus some, I suppose...just starting to...well fully BURNING OUT
You can only put out so much for so long and it happens, I suppose...so very tired
It is getting to be time to look for a new job...

Well- over the weekend I got the Jeep put together with the new motor- actually really happy with it- some parts of it were a fight, but it is done and running...have driven it home for two nights now....not bad but still a Jeep...drives and rides in it's own way, but I can see why people bought these....
Work is well..too much work...I get home...
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Well- today was a bit better- my temper last night didn't help though...advice of the day- if you are going to punch something, don't punch a fridge....human hand -1, fridge 2...my right hand looks like a rubber glove someone is blowing up and hurts even more...STUPID STUPID STUPID...at least my hand will heal- I hope....
I can still type with it at least....well, I guess...
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Well- today sucked outside of normal....chewed out for the ...hell never mind- today sucked...and if I go through this again they can go fucking pound sand...

Actually a good day at work today- almost hard to believe....
Our weather here is turning towards fall
Nice to be out of the heat, and to get some fresh air in the house...sad to see the garden getting towards the end...hope to have a few more cucumbers...somehow only managed two zucchini all year...that has got to make me some kind of a gardening failure......
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Becker is on- I love this guy/character-having a worse day than me....almost as good as MASH...

What a long week...it's over-I hope...new week starting monday- lets hope for once a monday is good

Well- hello blog readers- how is it going for you?...my life is somewhere between nails on a blackboard and OK- the OK part kind of scares me....if you deal with enough pain and frustration for long enough do you just get used to it? and is that a good thing?...still, well, just not having a good day...and yet not in a horrible mood about it...wish...
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