smiffter

I've had a big problem with knowing how to feel as of late. I wouldn't say a lot of stuff's happened, but I'm just not used to being so...connected with other people.

I had coffee with an ex a few days ago and it went really well. She's got a boyfriend back home (the whole reason it didn't work out, she moved) and I'm not...
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A new blog, so soon?

Yeah, I have a lot to say at the moment and not that many people to speak to...what's new?

The new Killswitch Engage an Alexisonfire albums continue to disappoint, in all fairness I have been spoiled for new albums as of late. Since The Big Dirty (Every Time I Die) and Obzen (Meshuggah) most new albums have been amazing...so I...
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So yeah, Amsterdam was fucking awesome, I can see myself living there at some point or at least going back with different people more content to not be a thorn in my side for the whole journey.

I smoked some amazing weed when I was there, a lot, and I drank sooo much coffee. We got some shroomz as well which were fucking amazing...I'd...
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I had a good birthday.

I got new wireless headphones, an amazing t-shirt (Storm Troopers crossing a road a'la The Beatles) and about 900

I am sooo going to "rip the heid aff it"* in Amsterdam and I'm going to try and get tattooed in the next few days. I want "I cannot stop shaking because you cannot stop shaking" tattooed on my wrists.

I'm...
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I got the dee-double o dee-double o style.

So yeah, that girl and I didn't work out. She's back home all summer working, other stuff...sucks but I've dealt with it.

All I've really been doing over the past few weeks is writing the final few essays for college, listening to music (probably like...70-80 songs a day), reading comics, watching Louis Theroux DVDs and drinking coffee....
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I say faaaarr too much sometimes.

I think things are improving, I'm at least facing the in the right direction I hope...I lose my bearings a lot these days, especially on the subway, it's like my internal compass is spinning round in circles until I get above ground and can see where I am.
I started writing again, well, more regularly, I came up with...
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Summary

+ Not going mental when I realized I lost my wallet the other day because I only lost things which are totally replaceable, it's good when you can take your own advice.
+ Good Samaritan handing in my wallet
+ Finding a free bag of weed on the ground on Saturday
+ Losing weight
- Old habits.
+ Beard
+ Feeling more at home...
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