You are so much more than that @ainoa . I have a feeling we both are but it gets hard to see it when we are left to those voices that tell us we are nothing and no matter how hard we fight it eventually we give in. I know I do. If it helps you are one of my few slivers of light so thank you <3
The irony is that the only woman who seems to want anything to do with me is someone I want nothing to do with. If god were real I would say he is an asshole but that isnt the case.
I constantly encourage others that it waits for them while I turn and think to myself that it may not be waiting for me anymore. Like I used it up already and I had my chance.