when you came along.
watched 6 naked guys have sex all day. live and sweaty. they had sex on trucks, on the floor, on boxes, on wood (lots of wood). it was male on male sweaty orgy. we had blowjobs, rim jobs, dp, everything(legal). guys came 2, 3 or 4 times. they shot everywhere and all over each other. they were all nice guys.
but now i am completely exhausted. i wanted to go out tonight, to this party that mitten is having. but, i asked this one girl if she wanted to go with me, but she said no. i don't think she likes me. but that's ok. i can understand. i am not too happy in my skin these days, and how can i expect anyone else to be happy with me, or interested in me.
so. i took a shower. dried off. writing in this journal. we have now caught up to the present. each letter and word i type i am thinking at this exact moment. it's like spaceballs, but different. or maybe like spaceballs 3: the search for spaceballs 2.
let's move onto the future. i am psychic. so i stayed home all night. i tried to do some work but i figured i worked soo hard all day that i don't need to work anymore. i get tempted to play my addiction. i give in only to find no satisfaction from it. i watch a movie. i don't eat. i take the dog out. i read my book. i go to bed. does that sound familar to me?
i bought these presents for this girl that i like as a friend. i should give them to her. but i dont want her to think that im trying to get in her panties. but, she probably will. then she probably won't want to talk to me anymore. or will feel weird. so i guess i should just hold on to them. like the rest of the presents.
oh let's back up a day.
i saw a play last nite. a bunch of people from work went. i figured it would be a nice way to get away from seeing naked boys and cock. I WAS WRONG.
http://www.sleepingwithstraightmen.com
i saw that play. there was nudity. it was pretty good though. i enjoyed myself. all my fellow coworkers (who are all gay) thought it would be funny to tease me all night (since i am straight).
haha.
if i only liked boys.......i would have sooo many dates.
but maybe not. they might only like me cause they can't have me.
watched 6 naked guys have sex all day. live and sweaty. they had sex on trucks, on the floor, on boxes, on wood (lots of wood). it was male on male sweaty orgy. we had blowjobs, rim jobs, dp, everything(legal). guys came 2, 3 or 4 times. they shot everywhere and all over each other. they were all nice guys.
but now i am completely exhausted. i wanted to go out tonight, to this party that mitten is having. but, i asked this one girl if she wanted to go with me, but she said no. i don't think she likes me. but that's ok. i can understand. i am not too happy in my skin these days, and how can i expect anyone else to be happy with me, or interested in me.
so. i took a shower. dried off. writing in this journal. we have now caught up to the present. each letter and word i type i am thinking at this exact moment. it's like spaceballs, but different. or maybe like spaceballs 3: the search for spaceballs 2.
let's move onto the future. i am psychic. so i stayed home all night. i tried to do some work but i figured i worked soo hard all day that i don't need to work anymore. i get tempted to play my addiction. i give in only to find no satisfaction from it. i watch a movie. i don't eat. i take the dog out. i read my book. i go to bed. does that sound familar to me?
i bought these presents for this girl that i like as a friend. i should give them to her. but i dont want her to think that im trying to get in her panties. but, she probably will. then she probably won't want to talk to me anymore. or will feel weird. so i guess i should just hold on to them. like the rest of the presents.
oh let's back up a day.
i saw a play last nite. a bunch of people from work went. i figured it would be a nice way to get away from seeing naked boys and cock. I WAS WRONG.
http://www.sleepingwithstraightmen.com
i saw that play. there was nudity. it was pretty good though. i enjoyed myself. all my fellow coworkers (who are all gay) thought it would be funny to tease me all night (since i am straight).
haha.
if i only liked boys.......i would have sooo many dates.
but maybe not. they might only like me cause they can't have me.
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sixsixty:
it kinda makes me sad that i have to see all these hot naked guys with raging hard ons, and then compare myself. shit, 90% of what i see all day is hot naked guys with raging hardons.
sixsixty:
correction 90% of what i see is naked guys. 80% of them are hot. i thinik maybe 50% are hot (in my opinion). 50% of the time they have hardons. 80% of that are raging. i have to edit them to make it 90% of the time raging hardon. so. no. 90% of the time i dont see hot naked guys with raging hardons. i just make it look that way. =)