I LOVE / HATE THIS HAPPY / ANGRY STATE I'M IN, AGAIN, THANKS TO ALL OF THIS MEDICINE. XANAX COCKTAIL TO LET THE SLEEP CREEP IN. AND LIKE A DEAD VERSION OF ME, I FEEL GOOD AGAIN.
hey hello me myself and i
we love reading this dumb sentance we didnt even want to write today
goodnight, time to medicate and go to work and maybe the boyfriend will come over and i can get hurt
horray friday.
we love reading this dumb sentance we didnt even want to write today
goodnight, time to medicate and go to work and maybe the boyfriend will come over and i can get hurt
horray friday.
CLICK CLICK CLICK I'm Wasting my time on this computer, and this Computer probably thinks that it's wasting it's time on me. We're sitting here going "What the Fuck is Wrong with this Machine?" ...As my Boyfriend likes to remind me, we as humans are all Robots.
Robots with Closed Minds, and One Sided-Closed Minded Opinions, Robots Stuck on Satan (Laterally Percieved as to Robots...
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Robots with Closed Minds, and One Sided-Closed Minded Opinions, Robots Stuck on Satan (Laterally Percieved as to Robots...
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SOMEWHAT DAMAGED
IN THE BACK OFF THE SIDE AND FAR AWAY IS A PLACE WHERE I HIDE WHERE I STAY TRIED TO SAY TRIED TO ASK I NEEDED TO ALL ALONE BY MYSELF WHERE WERE YOU HOW COULD I EVER THINK IT'S FUNNY HOW EVERYTHING YOU SWORE WOULD NEVER CHANGE IS DIFFERENT NOW JUST LIKE YOU WHO ALWAYS SAID WE'LL MAKE IT THROUGH THEN MY...
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IN THE BACK OFF THE SIDE AND FAR AWAY IS A PLACE WHERE I HIDE WHERE I STAY TRIED TO SAY TRIED TO ASK I NEEDED TO ALL ALONE BY MYSELF WHERE WERE YOU HOW COULD I EVER THINK IT'S FUNNY HOW EVERYTHING YOU SWORE WOULD NEVER CHANGE IS DIFFERENT NOW JUST LIKE YOU WHO ALWAYS SAID WE'LL MAKE IT THROUGH THEN MY...
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run_rabbit_run:
I beat my machine it's a part of me it's inside of me
I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming
the me that you know had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new
consciousness
that me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away
I can try to get away but I�ve strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don't want to listen but it's all too clear
hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away
it won't give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head
I'm stuck in this dream it's changing me I am becoming
the me that you know had some second thoughts
he's covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn't come around much
that part of me isn't here anymore
all pain disappears it's the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all I hear there's no escape from this my new
consciousness
that me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he's left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when I'm right with you I'm so far away
I can try to get away but I�ve strapped myself in
I can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
I can see it killing away all my bad parts
I don't want to listen but it's all too clear
hiding backwards inside of me I feel so unafraid
Annie, hold a little tighter I might just slip away
it won't give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head
shesatrip:
DON'T GIVE UP THEY WANT YOU DEAD
GODDAMN THIS NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD
GODDAMN THIS NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD
Fuck! KILL ME NOW
HA HA! Going to the Psychadelic Art Show in L.A. Closing night for ECSTASY art show and i'm finally getting over there to see it. FUCK!! Can't imagine why a REAL ACID Fountain, and 10 foot mushrooms growing out the ceiling didnt have me all over this deal opening day...Must say i've never been too busy for hobbies like these.
HORRAY ...Monday?? Yeah Monday. Damn it. Well., HORRAY UPCOMING THURSDAY! (Fuck Mondays)
Fuck
shesatrip:
this journal
my thoughts
and fuck me
and fuck you
Let's face it in the end you suck just as much as i do.
my thoughts
and fuck me
and fuck you
Let's face it in the end you suck just as much as i do.
markpants:
HOLLA!
I just sued Target and WON. Finally a day of good fortune
...Keep waking up earlier to get to work 7 minutes late every day. Earlier=Late Anyways. Time for me to bathe in small change, and wake up for work and Xanax refills tomorrow.
...Keep waking up earlier to get to work 7 minutes late every day. Earlier=Late Anyways. Time for me to bathe in small change, and wake up for work and Xanax refills tomorrow.