shawna

I feel awkward in my own skin.

I feel like a cocooned butterfly, and I can't get out of these horrible constraints I've put on myself.

Something inside of my chest is pushing, pushing, pushing against my skin, trying to get through, and it just can't get out.

And I'm sure I'd be a beautiful butterfly, if I were only strong enough.

bondgirl:

Thanks for telling me I don't look like Monica Lewinksy! Sometimes a girl just can't help but wonder.....
Sounds like you are wondering somethings yourself.

There are times I feel the same way.
BTW, how did you stumble across my profile? I don't believe I have talked to you before.

Dec 8, 2004

bondgirl:

I'm not so much new as that I just don't post that often cause it seems like I never have any time. Now that the semester is done, I can get on more.
I have seen you somewhere too, and looked at your profile, but I am too timid to say hello.
But now, without fear, "Hi Shawna!" And I mean hi in a totally non sexual way.

Haha... I just saw your "vices" and I am a slave to at least one of those at a minimum of once a day.

Dec 8, 2004

As a preservice teacher, I am called upon to do a great many things, including writing my own tests.

Yes, you read that correctly. Here I am writing my own final exam. I have to write six questions, one question for each of the six stages of Bloom's Taxonomy of Cognitive Domains.

Three questions have to be about Classroom evaluations and assessments, and three questions...
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frozensunshine:

I wish I could be a better judge of this test for you. I really don't know what I'm looking for, I'm not an education major. I really don't know what to look for.

sorry, I would help you if I could.

Dec 7, 2004

armadillofuzz:

my mind hurts.

Dec 7, 2004

Funniest thing I've said in a while,

"Oh, she's open source when it comes to sexuality. Anyone can use her, only the idiots pay for it, and she just keeps getting better."

Just thought I'd share.

In other news, school sucks and I want to drop out and join the circus.

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kaskata:

The circus sounds much better than all the shit i have to do intead.

the new quiz is hard too apparetly. no one is getting the sinbad question right! how is seeing sindad, eating an ice cream cone not funny?

Dec 6, 2004

evanx:

Circus?

Dec 6, 2004

My Shakespeare professor is still a dick. I went to his stupid meeting, and I show up five minutes early, figuring with all the appointments he has, it'd be good to be as punctual as possible. And I'm standing in the hallway outside of his office, and he sees me, looks at the clock, and says, "ten o'clock, not now, ten." and waves at me...
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kaskata:

the idea of you walking back to spooner with a chair amuses me

Dec 5, 2004

ayres:

When I got a camera!
They look beautifull!!!!! I love them.

Dec 5, 2004

My Shakespeare professor is a dick.
He gives back everyone else's papers today, and asks that everyone make an appointment to see him in the next few days because basically the entire class needs to do rewrites.

He gets to my paper and he tells me to meet him tomorrow morning at ten, and he'll give me my paper then.

So instead of going into...
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armadillofuzz:

i would think most shakespeare profs would be.

Dec 3, 2004

evanx:

So....did he tell you that your paper ws the best he had ever read and that you get an automatic A+ for the class?

Dec 4, 2004

If you're going to say something mean, don't say anything at all. My self-esteem has taken enough of a beating. Thank you.

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I always thought that the friends I had were genuinely concerned about me as a person, were people who liked me for who I am, and cared about me. Now, though when I need them more than anything, they call me names,...
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evanx:

Nov 30, 2004

I really wanted to ask Aikaterine if she'd be so kind as to drop off my blue hoodie... as I just realised that she still has it... but I can't, because she's mad at me for something, and has blocked me or something. So if anyone talks to her, could you tell her to read this, so I can get my hoodie back? I miss...
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aikaterine:

It's really stupid to broadcast this in your journal. It would be different if we were only friends on SG, but we go to the same school for christ's sake. I gave Nathan your sweatshirt. It would be nice to get my shirt back at some point.

Nov 28, 2004

zanafar:

Just wanted to stop by and say your profile pic is the cutest lil dragon I hae ever seen

(This is coming from someone completely obsessed with dragons, so Ive seen alot of dragon art)

Nov 29, 2004

I went shopping with my grandma today. I got a few new shirts, a new pants suit, and a winter coat.

The winter coat was my Christmas present because it was sort of expensive ($50).

I also got 63 Christmas cards to send out to the girls in the Girls Only group for the holidays. *sigh* I only wish I had the addresses right now...
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kayla_:

hmm yeha, then we'd all be 900 lbs.
but happy!

Nov 26, 2004

Mike and I are no longer a couple.

That is all.

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frankeng:

sorry to hear that how ur doing ok i know you are be strong

Nov 26, 2004

kaskata:

all you need to worry about is making yourself happy. you deserve to be.

Nov 26, 2004

Well, I'm back in Muskegon. And it's blizzarding. Shoulda stayed in the UP. *sigh*

Mike's new car isn't bad. It's a 2004 Taurus. *shrug* It's grey.

Other than that, nothing much going on. My gram made me talk to my dad today, and I really wanted to hang up, but I didn't.

Boy am I looking forward to tomorrow. Mmm... food.

Too bad I hate...
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frankeng:

have a great time hun

Nov 25, 2004

evanx:

I didn't forget you! You forgot to come!

And I hear that our families (and by that I mean mine and Mike's) are not doing the same things for Turkey Day...so....have fun!

Nov 25, 2004

I thought I'd catch up on my taping last night, because I had to finish The Autobio of Malcolm X by this morning...

So I set everything up and started reading. Five tapes and 10 hours later, I was done.

And it was already morning, so I went and dropped the tapes off at work. Then I came back here and took an hour nap,...
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armadillofuzz:

isn't that a great booK?

Nov 23, 2004

frankeng:

i hear you on that an i'm ok now don't worrie

Nov 23, 2004

I've noticed, as a browse people's journals, that a lot of men have the "same" type of woman in their favourites lists... all white/blonde/skinny/blue-eyed, etc. while most women seem to have an array of women.

Not saying this is always true, but it is a pattern I've noticed more frequently than not.

My favourites list is a good example for females. Or Sonia's.

TheFuckOffKid...
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freakpirate:

Well... not everyone here is an idiot... but some people are.

I usually put up girls I think are amusing/smart/funny/fucking awesome. If they happen to look the same it's coincidence.