shanedoe

I'm okay! Kind of crappy weather over here but it's all good :3
You?

Film is so much fun. I wish to return to taking photos of it soon. Usually you can find someone to process them for you. Its a lot more simple then digital. I'm such a tradition artist, everything digital is sure great but I like to know that when computers rot or fuck up... I still have every way of making my art seen. Besides. I have a love of all the flaws that come about it. Making it perfect is a difficult task. You have to work with what you have, not what you will have. And thats the principal I love most.

My cold is getting a little bit better. But you should come take care of me! That would help. lol
How are you, mister photographer on the rise?

See the problem just is girls... over react most times instead of laying low...
Can't stand it.

Oh yah tokidoki is totally Italian, little known secret. Hehe, but basically like the usa website and the italian/international website have completely different things on them. They seperated the stuff for whatever reason. I love most of the stuff on the other site too, which is really gay when they do that to me. Jackasses. Like its cool to say I have stuff that they can't get, but I want and will have that stuff. One day. Or else....

No, I'm not so tall. Other people see me as being tall to, and then they meet me and I'm like... no... I'm not there. I do wear heels a lot if possible so... That might help.
Oh.... 5'7" I likey!
I became very infatuated with people around my height and not so tall at some point. It sorta fits better to me.

Well that's the hard part, finding one that will match up or maybe make what you want not seem so important.

Nah I think its normal for a guy. well here it is... 5'7"-5'9" Is about the norm I guess, then you have those extremely talls and extremely shorts.

Oh no, it lets me see the pictures. Just, for all the photo shoots I do with my dolls and just random things. I feel like a flicker would be a better way to express it all. More documentary like.

Oh man that's so scary. I haven't like passed out ever, been close but that was during a certain time of the month for me.... But woah that's scary, you should really like maybe help her with that.

Since its so small, its more discrete then any laptop and it would stop me from scribbling to magazine which its only like four cause then I could hopefully have them on there. Its like... maybe... I need more time and actual people saying something then just... looking.
Why is it hard to have an iPhone. I have one, but its unlocked. But awesome. I have too many damn apps and I can't stop. I think SG needs like 8 more. I'm so greedy about it. Then there aren't enough apps in things I like. :ole bands, lifestyle... Its tricky, sometimes lame... I deem that I am to cool and awesome for just... life.

So for some weird reason... like as I was reading what you put in the comment. I like.... oh now I'm shy to say it....

Maybe. I will think about the getting of the flickr

During a tattoo session?! Really! Woah, now I'm a bit freaked out. Like I've never felt light headed during any of my tattoos now, but I'm sure that if that were to happen, it would be during my sleeve and back piece.... When ever those happen. The body is weird, cause sometimes it will just start to compensate for the problem... letting you think your fine until, oh man.... you find out your not.
Good thing is... I don't have aids, hiv or any other diseases. I'm clean!

Well. Here the iPhone is with At&T... I have T-Mobile. So I got my phone unlocked. The bills aren't bad, but I'm in a family plan and when I move I'm gonna be changing and getting my own account. But still. That's ridiculous. Though that is an expensive phone anyway. Like for the iPhone (here in the states) the plan is that its a uhhh super phone. I forget the actual term, but basically its got a lot more stuff like the blackberry. SMART PHONE! got it. So without internet basically its like a normal phone... So they have a separate plan where you get internet, unlimited text, and something else.... for like 35 dollars a month. Then we add in the connecting plan I have with the family for phone minutes which I never use. I can call anyone... and anytime... and I avoid the phone calls avidly. I just don't like how I sound like 16 year old over the phone sometimes....
But man... things are just expensive over there. Like its not even right. You should come move to the states... Yes, yes...

Well... fine.

I regret nothing

Aww thank you sweetie!
*huggles*

Pics are awesome hun
As far as the meds go, maybe you could try half the recommended dose to start, see how it makes you feel. They certainly made me feel better..

I hope you had fun!!
I'm not a death metal person really but its cool still. Not gonna hate on it.

Awww sweety. Don't get like that. I have very high expectations and such. The ones that come close end up fading faster than anyone else. But it my case. Josh... Was perfect. Like everything I wanted and such. Little things and big things... But yah... that didn't work out for me. Which figures. I hold out and then get nothing. Its pretty much killing me bit by bit.

I'm trying to get better. Be happy, but its hard when a part of my soul that always feels lonely.. I just began to ignore it begins to feel lonely and like its missing its piece.

That's why I don't have one. My chest piece was bad enough... Oh well. I.. tried. not really.
Damn the world for not accepting tattoos and such. Though I guess I understand.

Boo to being sick!
Feel better soon

My father will, and always will be an asshole

Awww that's gay about the movies.

I'm perfectly fine being single. In fact most times I love it. I'm just unhappy when there is someone I want... That I can't be with. I take a long time to like someone. I have too many stages that people have to go through to finally get my full attention. So after all this 'work' and I see we'd be a good fit... Its... that they have other plans. I've jsut given up on love. But apparently cupid keeps picking on me, and tormenting me. What the hell did I do to him in a past life.

I'm not really feelings better, but I'm trying to distract myself from my feelings and such. Cause I can't dwell on them or else I'm crying or laying on my bed or couch like a dead person.

Thats what I do for my friends. Cook for them. My housewife tools of the trade have to be put to good use. It varied among friends but that's what I do. One of them baked chocolate cookies for me when I was down. I usually cook for people though. Maybe I'm odd.

I know huh, on the neck tattoo. I want one but at the same time I don't know. I also wonder how that feels... Probably good and bad all at the same time. Hehehe. Maybe getting tattoos is like a kink thing.

It was funny

That kinda scared me a little.
I read the Vendetta part and for some reason... I wasn't expecting that.

He didn't wear a bandanna silly.