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picks from the show last weekend are up and i'm quite pleased with the outcome after all:
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in other news: women... le sigh... what should i do with you? whatever
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pixietom:
See the problem just is girls... over react most times instead of laying low...
Can't stand it.

Oh yah tokidoki is totally Italian, little known secret. Hehe, but basically like the usa website and the italian/international website have completely different things on them. They seperated the stuff for whatever reason. I love most of the stuff on the other site too, which is really gay when they do that to me. Jackasses. Like its cool to say I have stuff that they can't get, but I want and will have that stuff. One day.biggrin Or else....

No, I'm not so tall. Other people see me as being tall to, and then they meet me and I'm like... no... I'm not there. I do wear heels a lot if possible so... That might help.
Oh....lovelove 5'7" I likey!
I became very infatuated with people around my height and not so tall at some point. It sorta fits better to me.
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pixietom:
Well that's the hard part, finding one that will match up or maybe make what you want not seem so important.

Nah I think its normal for a guy. well here it is... 5'7"-5'9" Is about the norm I guess, then you have those extremely talls and extremely shorts.
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last nights show was brilliant!!
i'm looking through the pics right now and for some reason they appear to be quite different on the screen than they did on the cam display. i've noticed that before, but wasn't sure if it really was the display or the settings. this is quite annoying, cause they seemed perfectly exposed on the display and now they turn out...
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pixietom:
Oh no, it lets me see the pictures. Just, for all the photo shoots I do with my dolls and just random things. I feel like a flicker would be a better way to express it all. More documentary like.

Oh man that's so scary. I haven't like passed out ever, been close but that was during a certain time of the month for me....mad But woah that's scary, you should really like maybe help her with that.

Since its so small, its more discrete then any laptop and it would stop me from scribbling to magazine which its only like four cause then I could hopefully have them on there. Its like... maybe... I need more time and actual people saying something then just... looking.
Why is it hard to have an iPhone. I have one, but its unlocked. But awesome. I have too many damn apps and I can't stop. I think SG needs like 8 more. I'm so greedy about it. Then there aren't enough apps in things I like. :ole bands, lifestyle... Its tricky, sometimes lame... I deem that I am to cool and awesome for just... life.

So for some weird reason... like as I was reading what you put in the comment. I like.... oh now I'm shy to say it....blush
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pixietom:
Maybe. I will think about the getting of the flickr

During a tattoo session?! Really! Woah, now I'm a bit freaked out. Like I've never felt light headed during any of my tattoos now, but I'm sure that if that were to happen, it would be during my sleeve and back piece.... When ever those happen. The body is weird, cause sometimes it will just start to compensate for the problem... letting you think your fine until, oh man.... you find out your not.
Good thing is... I don't have aids, hiv or any other diseases. I'm clean!tongueblush

Well. Here the iPhone is with At&T... I have T-Mobile. So I got my phone unlocked. The bills aren't bad, but I'm in a family plan and when I move I'm gonna be changing and getting my own account. But still. That's ridiculous. Though that is an expensive phone anyway. Like for the iPhone (here in the states) the plan is that its a uhhh super phone. I forget the actual term, but basically its got a lot more stuff like the blackberry. SMART PHONE! got it. So without internet basically its like a normal phone... So they have a separate plan where you get internet, unlimited text, and something else.... for like 35 dollars a month. Then we add in the connecting plan I have with the family for phone minutes which I never use. I can call anyone... and anytime... and I avoid the phone calls avidly. I just don't like how I sound like 16 year old over the phone sometimes....
But man... things are just expensive over there. Like its not even right. You should come move to the states... Yes, yes...

Well... fine.madeeek

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It was really random. It was and don't think me weird.... I mean that.

But I was zoning out and reading what you put in the comment and when i tried to recover from zoning out. Like I just had a like day dream moment. Where I was laying on a couch and some guy was talking to me.... Didn't know who at the time, and then he comes and awkwardly lays on me on the couch. I say awkward he didn't fit very well. Tiny bit to tall. Well anyone way it was you, and yah, then I like zoned back in... and yah...
yah.blush


I regret nothing

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i'd be laughing all day at this if it wasn't so embarrassing

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rokko:
No worries. My dad pays everything.
But I think this is kind of waste of money.
If I can use 700-800EUR for my self every month, I can get inked every month. smile
He's been wasting his money for me since 2007.
Poor my dad..... frown
pixietom:
Aww thank you sweetie!
*huggles*
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almost all my pics have been uploaded again by now, there's only a few ones missing, but flickr won't let me upload more this month...
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have fun, i hope you like them, i'm quite pleased with some of them now
l1vingdeadgurl:
Pics are awesome hun smile
As far as the meds go, maybe you could try half the recommended dose to start, see how it makes you feel. They certainly made me feel better..
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i need to start doing some work out, seriously. my arms and legs are much too skinny. EL SUICIDO LOCO
rokko:
I wish my arms and legs were skinny as well. frown
wynnifred:
I work out all the time, but still have skinny arms and legs... they have some tone but no bulk. you don't want bulk, it's not a good look. you look good the way you are!
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pixietom:
I hope you had fun!!
I'm not a death metal person really but its cool still. Not gonna hate on it.

Awww sweety. Don't get like that. I have very high expectations and such. The ones that come close end up fading faster than anyone else. But it my case. Josh... Was perfect. Like everything I wanted and such. Little things and big things... But yah... that didn't work out for me. Which figures. I hold out and then get nothing. Its pretty much killing me bit by bit.

I'm trying to get better. Be happy, but its hard when a part of my soul that always feels lonely.. I just began to ignore it begins to feel lonely and like its missing its piece. frownsurreal

That's why I don't have one. My chest piece was bad enough... Oh well. I.. tried. not really.
Damn the world for not accepting tattoos and such. Though I guess I understand.
brightredscream:
Boo to being sick!
Feel better soon
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i'm still bummed out cause i wasn't allowed to take pics at yesterdays show, which is silly cause it's a tiny venue but apparently BMTH doesn't want their stupid babyfaces to be photographed....
AugustBurnsRed were a lot better than on cd, probably because their guitars didn't come across as annoying.
A Day To Remember, were acceptable.
Bring Me The Horizon were a lot better than...
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brightredscream:
My father will, and always will be an asshole wink
pixietom:
Awww that's gay about the movies.

I'm perfectly fine being single. In fact most times I love it. I'm just unhappy when there is someone I want... That I can't be with. I take a long time to like someone. I have too many stages that people have to go through to finally get my full attention. So after all this 'work' and I see we'd be a good fit... Its... that they have other plans. I've jsut given up on love. But apparently cupid keeps picking on me, and tormenting me. What the hell did I do to him in a past life. biggrin

I'm not really feelings better, but I'm trying to distract myself from my feelings and such. Cause I can't dwell on them or else I'm crying or laying on my bed or couch like a dead person.

Thats what I do for my friends. Cook for them. My housewife tools of the trade have to be put to good use. It varied among friends but that's what I do. One of them baked chocolate cookies for me when I was down. I usually cook for people though. Maybe I'm odd. blush

I know huh, on the neck tattoo. I want one but at the same time I don't know. I also wonder how that feels... Probably good and bad all at the same time. Hehehe. Maybe getting tattoos is like a kink thing.

It was funny
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rokko:
nice!!!
Happy Halloween!!! smile
pixietom:
That kinda scared me a little.
I read the Vendetta part and for some reason... I wasn't expecting that.

He didn't wear a bandanna silly.
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funny how different a day can turn into. EL SUICIDO LOCO
anyway, what are your halloween plans?
i'll go see AugustBurnsRed/DayToRemember/BringMeTheHorizon on saturday, then probably hit the local whorehouse aka the about only metal/alternative club XD
not too excited about it, but i hope to get good pics from that show and i'll probably be the only one wearing a costume here... biggrin

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pixietom:
I used to do that but I wasn't even close to done replying to do this.

Yah I love that bass. I can't wait to like get mine. OH man. But I really should get back into playing my guitar though. Bleh... Then I want to learn to play the didgeridoo....

Focus on your present then move on to the future.
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nastusia:
Yeah it's always been pretty short but I'm trying to grow it out but I'm so impatient!!

What's your wig look like?!
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brightredscream:
I love that photo
inshi:
Hey, das ist ein richtig cooles Bild! shocked
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MONO played here yesterday!!
they were fantastic!! you can listen to a few songs on their myspace.
Tamaki (the female bass player) is so hot!!! love
i took some 700 pictures of that show, at least half of them turned out to be crapp since there was very little lighting and i didn't want to use flash for various reasons.
by the way, one of...
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benten:
they are caffeine tablets, i think i took too many thoughcos i stayed up for 3 days haha. x
pookieisinlove:
the stuff at the top by your pictures...isn't that from a bring me the horizon song?! also the salad thing lol i work in food service.
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i finally finished the pictures from last weekends shows and also added a couple of pics from older shows.
it's almost weekend and i still have no idea what to do... i'm getting a very bad feeling, but i'm trying to stay as calm as possible, which is hard when you're in the mood to kill a certain person. EL SUICIDO LOCO

uploaded a clip of coalesce playing...
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xxun:
I saw your pictures by the way, I must say you are one talented photographer! I loved them, you should join deviantart I think you'd get alot of positive feedback and encouragement from that community.
I know how to say "no" a couple of swear words and "i am" also this sentecne "mcht' auch noch die ganze Welt uns hren" and that's it
O_O I must have this book it sounds so fucking amazing gah! I need to learn more german! Thank you so much for translating this bit for me I laughed pretty hard.
xxun:
Only 4 months? Honestly it to me they seemed really professional I thought you would have been doing photography for a longer amount of time just from the quality of the photo's! Portraits? can't wait to see them!
I don't know how deviantart would compare to flickr but I personally enjoy it very much, here's my gallery http://oleandre.deviantart.com/

I know I thought I'd start with the basics and work my way up
Aw okay, you can take your time I really appreciate the effort you're putting into this it's so sweet of you