*smiles*
seems my roommate is having girl trouble. permanently. seems girls are trouble.
I am trying to avoid grabbing the reigns and taking control for her so she does not lose control.
But that is not my responsibility.
I feel pain watching others suffer. Others feel anguish. Others feel suffering.
Wish not to have a hero complex.
Wish not to feel so complex with my...
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seems my roommate is having girl trouble. permanently. seems girls are trouble.
I am trying to avoid grabbing the reigns and taking control for her so she does not lose control.
But that is not my responsibility.
I feel pain watching others suffer. Others feel anguish. Others feel suffering.
Wish not to have a hero complex.
Wish not to feel so complex with my...
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2 more day's of work, then freedom.
Freedom to go buy pants, have a few drinks and hopefully do nothing stupid.
Though, i am not sure if i can avoid trouble for three day's, or if for that matter i want too.
Seems about time i get out of the house, and do something for myself.
Maybe go for dinner, go dancing, go walk around...
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Freedom to go buy pants, have a few drinks and hopefully do nothing stupid.
Though, i am not sure if i can avoid trouble for three day's, or if for that matter i want too.
Seems about time i get out of the house, and do something for myself.
Maybe go for dinner, go dancing, go walk around...
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sweetbutch:
sounds like an excellent plan
have a good time in and out of your new pants!
sounds like an excellent plan
have a good time in and out of your new pants!
I think i am going to get tattooed on my forehead. Fuck It.
*laughs*
So i have been festering in a pile of shit. I want out of it. I am going to get out of it.
*yawns* not today, i am tired.
*laughs*
So i have been festering in a pile of shit. I want out of it. I am going to get out of it.
*yawns* not today, i am tired.
sweetbutch:
i am not symmetrical,
but i am balanced
i am not symmetrical,
but i am balanced
sweetbutch:
i enjoy the attention
and i talk a blue streak in person
words on my tongue
ton on my mind
certain obsessions
rare confessions,
cuz i am a bit shy when it comes to myself
my ideas have free reign
and i am a junkie to experiences
but i just don't assume that anybody wants to hear about my past
either that, or i just have a poor memory
i enjoy the attention
and i talk a blue streak in person
words on my tongue
ton on my mind
certain obsessions
rare confessions,
cuz i am a bit shy when it comes to myself
my ideas have free reign
and i am a junkie to experiences
but i just don't assume that anybody wants to hear about my past
either that, or i just have a poor memory
Getting out of this mind-frame that i am so un-lovable...
My life is very strange right now.
All i can think about is Kate. All i want to do is be with Kate. Sleep next to her. Fuck her. Get fucked by her. Be there, for as long as it could possibly work out. Kate. Kate. Kate. It's very frustrating.
And she's in it, but...
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My life is very strange right now.
All i can think about is Kate. All i want to do is be with Kate. Sleep next to her. Fuck her. Get fucked by her. Be there, for as long as it could possibly work out. Kate. Kate. Kate. It's very frustrating.
And she's in it, but...
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bratgrrrl:
What a horrible situation all around! I'm not sure if that's the answer or not but you are in a hole of some sort based on your past blogs, and SOMETHING needs to change.
Wishing you the best.
kd
Wishing you the best.
kd
sweetbutch:
you put one foot in front of another
try and do things that interest you
that interest you alone
and don't look now, but see what happens
the world is your oyster, pearl girl
you put one foot in front of another
try and do things that interest you
that interest you alone
and don't look now, but see what happens
the world is your oyster, pearl girl
Been listening to some really sappy music lately. Think that needs to stop.
Keep thinking moving to edmonton would be really super since i miss it. But then i think, that moving somewhere for someone, isnt the brightest idea i have ever had in my life... again.
Keep thinking moving to edmonton would be really super since i miss it. But then i think, that moving somewhere for someone, isnt the brightest idea i have ever had in my life... again.
She came, and it was great.
And now she is gone again.
I am not tough. Or maybe the fact that, i cried after is what makes me tough.
Maybe i am weak for feeling. Maybe i am weak for hiding it.
Or maybe i am smart knowing the offering would do very little and i would still be sitting alone.
I still wonder if...
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And now she is gone again.
I am not tough. Or maybe the fact that, i cried after is what makes me tough.
Maybe i am weak for feeling. Maybe i am weak for hiding it.
Or maybe i am smart knowing the offering would do very little and i would still be sitting alone.
I still wonder if...
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hunkpapa:
I sometimes struggle to know whether I'm depressed or not too. It seems like the kind of thing you'd just know, doesn't it?
Anyway, I hope you're feeling a bit better about things.
Anyway, I hope you're feeling a bit better about things.
Well my friday has arrived. Last day of work over, thank god. Wasn't sure i would make it out alive...
Kate will be here, saturday. I think... for a couple day's.
I am honestly surprised she is coming. I really didn't believe her a month ago when she said she would.
I keep wondering if toying with this beloved ex is such a smart idea......
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Kate will be here, saturday. I think... for a couple day's.
I am honestly surprised she is coming. I really didn't believe her a month ago when she said she would.
I keep wondering if toying with this beloved ex is such a smart idea......
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I am really tired of waking up with headaches...
thank goodness for advil and it's magical.
I work today, and i am not ready for it.
Like working with cute people. Makes it fun.
thank goodness for advil and it's magical.
I work today, and i am not ready for it.
Like working with cute people. Makes it fun.
alvynaumagumma:
oh i love advil ... i've had headaches all my life ... if it weren't for ibuprophen, i'd have gone nuts long ago! 
So she comes this weekend, and as much as i am excited to see her, to be near her.
I know that, i will end up feeling vulnerable and all used up. I think i am blinded by what it could be, instead of seeing the truth.
I am very tired, of people wanting to use me for companionship, for sex, for love.
Tired of...
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I know that, i will end up feeling vulnerable and all used up. I think i am blinded by what it could be, instead of seeing the truth.
I am very tired, of people wanting to use me for companionship, for sex, for love.
Tired of...
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alvynaumagumma:
*hugs* i'm often drawn to extreme people ... it usually ends badly ... i hope this goes well for you - nothing's worse than being heartbroken
Girl's cause me so much trouble.
Or should i say stress.
But they are so lovable....
RAWR
Or should i say stress.
But they are so lovable....
RAWR
autumnxlove:
so is it all worth it in the end? 
ginary:
cute pics<3
shamelessly:
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Just joined, and am impressed with the variety of women on this site. The diversity is also magnificent. Signed up for a month, but am so ready to be a lifer.
Another weekend, of surfing, movies, and being bland.
Wondering how in a modern world we still have so many stereotypes to be broken, so many levels to meet up too, so many rules we...
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Another weekend, of surfing, movies, and being bland.
Wondering how in a modern world we still have so many stereotypes to be broken, so many levels to meet up too, so many rules we...
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unknown_user:
Welcome to SG... I hope you'll like this place and stay! 
shamelessly:
love it and staying
contemplative indeed
i'm tired, and a bit discouraged about work,
but i will get over it
once i get over it
be well