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Just spent $2530.84 on a new computer.
Not even a whole one.
Just the parts to build it from the ground up.

Dear wallet, I'm sorry.

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sonja:
wow that sounds retarded. are you building a super machine?
rabidbuttons:
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Things you may or may not know about me. Call it a learning experience.

I have 9 tattoos and 9 piercings. This is significant because it's symmetrical. Piercings are even straight down the middle, lips, ears, tongue, and 4 dermals. It bugs me that my tattoos are not symmetrical... more than it should. I'd go get a tattoo on my left leg and on the...
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sonja:
haha that made me laugh... im the same with my tattoos actually
secretary:
I'm with you on the tattoo thing, it really bugs me if the things on my body are uneven. Although I think that girls with beauty marks on one side of their faces are gorgeous. x
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I keep going in and out of depression. It's not bad, I know it's irrational so I can shake my self out of it most of the time.
I think when I went home to California and saw all my friends it made me realize how little I have in common with most of the other military types I work with.
England's not bad, it's...
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swallo:
*insert gratitude here* smile hope you're ok x
seizure:
I know exactly how you feel about being here, believe me. I have my up and down days. I moved here for a guy that is from Manchester and he is my rock but still I cant help but feel so alone.
You really must see that show when you get a chance, it is AMAZING!
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Stick with me here, this blog does have a point...

I work an odd schedule. Panama 12s is what it's called, even though it is actually a 13 hour shift.

MT off WTh on FSaSu off
MT on WTh off FSaSu on

Repeat.

It's not too bad, it comes out to an average of about 47 hours a week.

This means that I have every...
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fatal:
no it's not 5 days off it's 5 days straight going to work and I'm part time so not used to it lol. Though today I'm not really doing much real work I'm just redoing the health and safety procedures for the company and updating all the contacts and signs around the shop. I'm my boss' little IT guru smile
swallo:
Wise words smile
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seizure:
Yeah everything you listed bothers me. I've thought a few times if I would have chose London over Manchester maybe I would feel better. I just want to move back home to Philly.
seizure:
Yep, Manchester. I kinda had the accent down by the time I moved here though because I was so used to hearing it.
I have been here 3 1/2 months now. I was content here for the first week. It's been a challenge ever since. I am going back home to the US in a couple weeks and I can not wait. To be honest I dont think there is much of anything I will miss from here. I hope to be able to move back to the US by the new year.
I want to use this time to travel too. I feel like since I am here I might as well take advantage of it. There is a lot of Europe that I want to see.
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London on Wednesday... I think so...

Well, maybe... I hate going alone.

Hm...

Decisions decisions...
umeko:
London rules but it does suck alone frown
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Im going to make it a goal to be more active here, don't know how much good it will do, but it's worth a shot right.

I forgot how cold England gets.

It's nice to be back, it's not home, California will always be home, but England is about as close as it gets.

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swallo:
Lol, thanks!! and hello smile
feanie:
hello to you too smile
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I swear I'm too young to pass a kidney stone, but hey, my urethra told me I'm not and my doctor agreed with it.

In other painful news: Worst JO session of my life today.

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(hello SG land)
xstephx:
i'm not sure what a JO session is but it has to be better than a kidney stone passing session blackeyed
sonja:
kidney fucking stone...yikes!
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Update:
Sorry about the gross lack of updates... I am currently deployed which means minimal internet.

It's been rough, even worse for me because I dont even believe we should be over here, but life is about choices; I made mine and I will roll with them.

Best thing I can do is go all SLC Punk up in here... Can't beat em? Join them...
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rabidbuttons:
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Stolen from my myspace blog.

It's been a few days, I have not been neglecting writing my opinions on this. I just had too many to make it into a clear concise blog worth reading. I still don't think I can manage to define the torrent of thoughts cascading through my mind, but I have to try to at least voice my opinion.

People...
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fashionista:
UHHH, I had to MAKE myself work out today, I was totally not in the mood one bit. I think because my body is killing me from the last couple days lol. BUT, I did it anyway, and I'm glad! biggrin But I agree, it's miserable!!! I'd rather be eating sushi and watching my favorite show or laying by the pool with an iced capuccino. lol wink
I do get in these moods where I freak out about getting fat, and I have gained a little weight so I am in that mood right now. The only problem is that I am gaining weight from working out, and I KNOW it's muscle, but it still makes me mad. It better all even out soon! LOL
Glad to see you online, btw. wink
rabidbuttons:
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"When winter falls / next year, I'll be holding on / to anything nailed down / as for being patient, with fate and all, it's getting old."

Side//Side
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rabidbuttons:
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