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Phew, I feel calmer now... I was feeling a bit panicky before, I'll explain why in a bit.

Welll, I've moved in with my friend!

Oh gosh, I feel like a few things are up in the air and I'm waiting for things to come down

Moving in a week is the biggest one. I don't anticipate it being a particularly difficult move, unlike moving in January in -40C weather XD. I have to pack, but I want to take pictures of my room.. its what I do before I...
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I just bought four pairs of shoes for about $125.. eeee! I'm happy, and slightly like "oh my god, I spent so much money" but I dunno.. they were shoes off my list of things I want to buy, and everything was 20% off, so that helps.

I've been kind of obsessed with the thought of using expired film to take photos with. I took...
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I should sleep, my sister wants me to take pictures of her and her boyfriend being cute tomorrow. Hope it doesn't rain AGAIN.

laskdfjsldk Okay, I'm frustrated without actually feeling it make my blood pressure rise. It seems my inspiration and free-time are almost matching up, but stupid little things keep sidetracking me. Fuck. I'm passed the "I want to do something creative, but I...
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I posted awhile ago.. geez. I wish I came on SG more often, but my internet is SUPER slow a lot of the time, and nothing ends up loading. I haven't been able to view a complete set in a LONG time.

I had a job interview today at an accessory store, and I'm supposed to go back for a second interview this afternoon. I...
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Its been awhile since I last posted. Wow . A lot has happened in a month, most notably a mutual decision to break up with my boyfriend, my 21st birthday (a really low key event.. dinner of sushi and drinking in a park with my best friend) and committing to doing things differently than I have in the past (mostly concerning how I'm handling the...
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Alright, I've decided to take control of my situation! How so?

-I got hired at Second Cup, so I have a job now I feel like less of a dead beat and will be financially stable in time for my birthday extravaganza
-I'm going to back off from the boyfriend situation. Maybe he'll notice, maybe he won't, maybe I'll still be around if he comes...
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It always makes me happy when people comment on my blog posts. Thank youuuu!

Hmm.. I dunno what to say I guess. Things are looking up I guess. I have a job interview at Second Cup tomorrow (its so close to where I live, I could walk there! awesome!). At this point in the game, I REALLY hope I get it. However, I'm going to...
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Alright.. I just did something exhilarating.. lol. I got accepted into college, but I just deferred my application to fall 2011. I'm just really unsure about going to school again, and you know... going to school is a really expensive way to find yourself, which is what I'm trying to do. Find myself again.

I feel really lost. I don't know what I want to...
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You know what pisses me off? That the Canadian EI (Employment Insurance... it should really be called UNemployment Insurance) is a crock of shit and isn't all that helpful. I just called today to find out why I haven't been paid anything, and they said they have to deduct the wages I made during the "waiting period" of however long it is, and that there's...
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I haven't slept at all yet and I have dress rehearsal today. I can't sleep. I'm too angry and sexually frustrated to sleep. I guess its a bad sign when your boyfriend doesn't want to have sex.

This same pattern has happened so many times in the past that I'm pretty much convinced by the end of March, he's going to leave me. On the...
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My busy week is almost over... I've still got my college interview on Friday, and dress rehearsal for ballet on Sunday (so much for late night weekend bad-assery XD). Tomorrow I'm going up and down Osborne to hand out resumes. I'm getting close to being in the danger zone where running out of money is concerned. I'm trying to stay away from that danger zone....
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