rouke

I know this is off topic of your rant today so I am sorry for that , but I guess i need you to help me feel better about something today. aren't paybacks so nice?

I just quit my job -- well sort of I had to leave a message with my boss because know one answered his line-- Pussy ? Yes, very.. so I am still waiting for a call back.

I feel aweful, cuz who likes to quit a job? And right before x-mas no less. I feel like a loser because I should have known from the start that physically this job would be to much, and the hours were aweful. I feel like I let myself down, because i wanted this job to work so much,

And there are a million reason's why I hate it and 2 why it is good. I was having nightmares about all the bad things that have been told to me by the guys I work with. ( trains derailing and deaths and near misses, crossing accidents --- very aweful deaths from people hit by trains and other trains craching, deaths and limbs being cut off from the wheels of the trains.)

last night I dreamt the train tipped over and crushed my lower body.. I was alive still but trapped. -- That was the final for me that seemed to sum up how i felt trapped. So I quit...

Why work over x-mas and for a few more weeks hoping to find another job? So I quit b4 the holiday and then will go find a new job and go back to school in the fall.

Tell me this why do I feel so shitty? Why do I have to plan every detail? tell me I did the right thing!!

That is my view!
I love it!
I love, love, love my apt!

WOW! It's really coming along. Looks amazing.

enjoy the snow, i miss it.

take care of yourself.

hooray for boobies!!!

Ah, so you did post it. I hope you're sleeping soundly for the next sixteen minutes until your alarm goes off! Damn those things!!!

Save it to your computer - your desktop is fine - then you know where it is to delete it. Then switch it out for the one you have in now. Oh, to save to computer, right click and hit save. It will give you options as to where. I'm assuming you don't use a mac cuz I don't know shit about them so if you are, disregard everything I just said.

As long as you have a good conversation the food doesn't matter! How old is she?

I can't believe you graduated with 1200 kids! HOly shit. THat is more than my whole town!

hello and thanks for the add. nice to meet you new sg friend>

hum. i guess the resize didn't work. that's never happened before. must be losing my touch. ::licks each finger:: they seem the same.

i'm making eggplant parmesan. i'm not having company either. just me and the cats ... although friends are coming over tomorrow for a visit.

have a happy thanksgiving!

enjoy the holiday ...
doing anything fun?

Happy Thanksgiving!

People are so funny when they realize I'm tattooed. I once had someone say "but you seem so conservative". I was beyond offended!!!!

If I was to truly chastise myself, I'd probably whither up and die. I thrive on physical love. My bf and I have arranged a loopole, but it's alot more difficult to find a willing female..... Thanks for the offer, though, so kind of you....