The morning eases into the night. The sun aching into the horizon as light is consumed by the darkness. Somewhere there are places where life still holds hope. In the eyes of those barely born who look with such gentle tenderness.
I sit in these places and dream far off dreams wondering if one day the world will be as beautiful as it is when...
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I sit in these places and dream far off dreams wondering if one day the world will be as beautiful as it is when...
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I don't want to get over you. I guess I could take
a sleeping pill and sleep at will and not have to
go through what I go through. I guess I should take
Prozac, right, and just smile all night at somebody new,
Somebody not too bright but sweet and kind who would
try to get you off my mind. I could leave this...
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a sleeping pill and sleep at will and not have to
go through what I go through. I guess I should take
Prozac, right, and just smile all night at somebody new,
Somebody not too bright but sweet and kind who would
try to get you off my mind. I could leave this...
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calixte:
I understand...
I'm sorry.
But I understand. ... I can't let go either... I don't want to get over him. I don't even want to think about it.
No one but them can feel the void that you feel...
I understand... but I send you hugs... cause I think ( I fear) I am headed to that same place. I was for three weeks, and then he came back... but hope is almost scarier than heartache...
So I send you my thoughts... and hope that it all starts to get a little easier to breathe soon...
And, I think you are a better, stronger person for giving the grief its time... there is something tragically beautiful in that.
I'm sorry.
But I understand. ... I can't let go either... I don't want to get over him. I don't even want to think about it.
No one but them can feel the void that you feel...
I understand... but I send you hugs... cause I think ( I fear) I am headed to that same place. I was for three weeks, and then he came back... but hope is almost scarier than heartache...
So I send you my thoughts... and hope that it all starts to get a little easier to breathe soon...
And, I think you are a better, stronger person for giving the grief its time... there is something tragically beautiful in that.
There are days that I wish we never met. That our paths never crossed. I think of each moment how if slightly different would have led me in other directions and to other hearts.
How did I get trapped here? In this world of doubt and longing? How did I lose myself among these pages till I was only the yearn? Why can't I release...
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How did I get trapped here? In this world of doubt and longing? How did I lose myself among these pages till I was only the yearn? Why can't I release...
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calixte:
*hugs*
Somehow I got lost in a dream. A dream of you. I felt myself slip into it and it just felt so perfectly amazing that I stayed even after you had left.
calixte:
*sigh*
Someday I want to find a man that writes such sweet things about me...
Yup. That's my new hope. Thank you for the birthday wishes and I too would love to meet you one days.
Please take care of yourself.
Someday I want to find a man that writes such sweet things about me...
Yup. That's my new hope. Thank you for the birthday wishes and I too would love to meet you one days.
Please take care of yourself.
Don't know why in this silent moment you are entering my thoughts but there you are nonetheless. I picture you dancing under the most amazing moonlit sky. You look beautiful and free just like the way the world looks in my dreams. I watch you wading through the stars. You dive under the water, looking back just long enough to see me smile.
In this...
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calixte:
I think I would be happy to find someone to love me the way that you love her... And reading your words keeps hope alive.
I like perfect moments...
I like perfect moments...
loretta:
thank you 
yup I love my little toaster.
yup I love my little toaster.
Here with so many miles between us. I crave your touch. I want to feel your skin against mine, want to smile with my entire being, want to see so many dreams realized. I call to you over these distances with a soft yearning ache.
I wish somehow I could know your thoughts, that I could feel where I rest inside of you. Where is...
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I wish somehow I could know your thoughts, that I could feel where I rest inside of you. Where is...
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calixte:
Your words always take my breathe away... love how you weave the emotion into words...
Hope you are well.
Hope you are well.
I write you once again from this quiet place. It's amazing how serene the world is tonight. Everything seems to have gone to bed. All around me is infinite stillness.
My dreams are so big on a world like tonight. Spanning over the bounds of time into places where monsters are friends and lovers have wings. I could be anything tonight. I picture myself dissolve...
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My dreams are so big on a world like tonight. Spanning over the bounds of time into places where monsters are friends and lovers have wings. I could be anything tonight. I picture myself dissolve...
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Where are we in these lost seas of time? Where everything quakes with silent whispers. Have we become something else, unable or unwilling to feel, to dive, to love?
We sit across from each other. I search your eyes hoping somehow that I will find myself. Why will you not come with me into this light? Why don't we discover these times together so that...
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We sit across from each other. I search your eyes hoping somehow that I will find myself. Why will you not come with me into this light? Why don't we discover these times together so that...
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calixte:
You are so honest and so open and letting yourself be vulnerable... You are stronger than I could ever be. I just bury my heart....
Hope.... I hope things work for you and you do not hope in vain.
Hope.... I hope things work for you and you do not hope in vain.
Where did you go amongst the silent trees?
I swear that somewhere in the night we loved. We wrapped around each other until there was no distance, no space just the quiet throb of two bodies suddenly becoming one.
I swear that somewhere in the night we loved. We wrapped around each other until there was no distance, no space just the quiet throb of two bodies suddenly becoming one.
rin:
this is how i feel about my mr. rin. we just blend into eachother and sometimes overlap.
calixte:
... I just hope this means you are happy or that things are making more sense...
*hugs*
*hugs*
The love front is no less clear. Everything twists and turns around itself. The last week we were together climbing, working to change a little part of the world. It was amazing to be in the same place we grew close again, told stories and held each other at night. Now back in the reality of this place she sleeps there and I sleep here....
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beckyjane:
Good luck.
She just broke up with me and my heart is breaking. This is what I am planning on sending back. Your comments, input, suggestions would all be greatly appreciated:
"This is likely the last personal email from me you will get for some time. I say likely because I know I have difficulty in not pushing the send button and because I am still trying...
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"This is likely the last personal email from me you will get for some time. I say likely because I know I have difficulty in not pushing the send button and because I am still trying...
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calixte:
I'm sorry.
I think what you wrote is honest.
I think what you wrote is honest.
It's over she just broke up with me.
nicklesanddimes3:
im sorry to hear that. breakups suck. 