racheljane

how i miss real mexican food! the little things you take for granted til they're gone. i had the so-called best burrito in Berkeley this evenin' and it was jus alright. and i fell asleep in a stand up tanning bed hehe better than falling asleep in class, i suppose!

Aww you peoples sure know how to make a little Rachel's day! Thank you for the sweet comments bout my new profile pic.

I am in love with my life right now. Berkeley is a lifelong dream come true. my first week and a half here has consisted of countless new experiences for me. i feel like my long dormant intellectual side has finally awakened...
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i made the move up to my new school, safe and relatively sound.

trying to sell my car makes me feel like vomiting! i feel like i'm giving my baby up for adoption

UPDATE: my car was sold last night...the girl was nice so i don't feel too bad. hopefully she will take care it. it jus feels overwhelmingly strange to be both unemployed and car-less. at least now i can pay dem bills

everything is fine! phew....thank y'all for the compassion and kind words lately.

i have tried my hand at some different temp jobs lately. i have done banquet serving and some extremely monotonous, arm-numbing factory labor at a wheelchair factory. i did not even speak a word of english all day, which was fun cause my spanish is pretty impressive (jus kidding, i wish i was...
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i really apologize for my tempestuous posts lately....i am jus so lost at sea emotionally that i am feeling the highs and lows more than i should be.

health-wise, i am jus waiting for the results of my biopsy. my doctor reassured me that the chances are incredibly slim and i'm probably jus fine, but even dealing with this shit freaks me out. i am...
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current unemployment + being broke + less than 2 months 'til i move away + having to soon sell my beloved piece of shit car + potentially awful health issues + mean, bitchy nurses + unfulfilling Sopranos grand finale = 1 unhappy rachel....

but shit could always be worse. things really ain't that bad

Bill Maher, you have redeemed yer pussy politically- correct opinions on illegal immigration by pleasurin me with a nice long rant about the despicable deceased Jerry Falwell. haha see you in hell, Jerry

"Hey There Delilah"

peeeezzzzzzzzz...especially new raspberry pez. damn sophisticated, even when i'm eating whole packages at a time. the dispensers take too long to dispense. oh and today i beheaded a muffin...
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Spent today in the trenches...mother's day brunch is hell. the best gift these people could give there mothers is to have some fucking manners and courtesy, to show that they weren't raised to be rude cretins. (sorry to vent, i am so over this serving bullshit...another month or two and i will probably never wait tables again. phew)

Yesterday spent the day with mi mami...
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