i was going back through my old entries to find something i had previously written and i found this comment i had never seen before:
psychotic drama? with you involved? I'm absolutely shocked...
I like that someone who backstabs and lies at will to gain attention is upset because someone told the truth to someone she wanted in the dark.
oh. my bad. i read the ambiguous language of "in the dark" incorrectly.
apparently, i'm supposed to be upset because i wanted my boyfriend in the dark about something i told him everything about.
why would i want someone that was already in love with me not to know about something? i haven't done anything wrong and he knows it.
he's also read my old journals and such. i've hidden nothing from him.
he believes me fully.
aaaaah. my account won't expire until next september, because my boyfriend bought me a year's subscription.
i've been all anonymous sneaky-like cathing glimpses of the new boobies everyday.
i'm liking the new features. i like the friend requests, and i also like the 2 extra fav girls option.
i had to make my account un-anonymous so i could check out who my friend requests were... Read More
i'm probably leaving the site soon.
sycophants, attention whores, and the vain are boring.
it's also quite annoying that becoming a sg suddenly makes certain people like someone that they talked shit on constantly.
now you're suddenly good friends?
i'd rather go someplace where self-worth is determined by such things as having a good personality, intelligence, a sense of humor, honesty, and loyalty, AND not... Read More
just finished reading your entry- you're not the first to say these things- a lot of other 'oldskoolers' are feeling the same way.
but that's the nature of things isn't it?
some cool people find out about something original and exciting, they have fun with it while it's still uncontaminated by BS and then they go on to find the next thing. isn't it the same with music, art, cinema, and cool industrial neighborhoods which are all of a sudden infested with starbucks?
i'm kinda sad to see all the changes myself- not to mention that i can't even go near the boards without wanting to , but here's what i think- i have this nice little virtual corner where i can hang out with a few good virtual friends- AND let us not forget the new set every day at 2:00pm which makes my day job reality slightly more tolerable.
Miss Kim you are so cute! It's all about being kitty cats, thai noodles, and having our titties pop out at inappropriate moments in dark goth clubs. I saw you dancing, you were crazy!
well, i think the halloween party was disappointing, as nobody danced.
this means the entire bar was CROWDED, and so it was impossible to find anyone.
i think i had more fun meeting people before the party.
also, i was supposed to have people stay at my house.
i cleaned a little, and other people couldn't stay at my house because these guests i was... Read More
Mr Hat was a jealous little bitch all night and wouldn't let me get on the dance floor and gyrate my hot ass. Maybe next time I'll leave him at home
ADD: That's just mean, mentioning boob popping AFTER the fact. You need to tell us either as it's still possible that it'll happen again, or not at all.
why don't people understand personal space?
why do random men think it is ok to touch me when i'm at a bar or club?
last night, so many men invaded my space. i'm surprised i didn't end up kicking someone so hard they were no longer able to father children.
i wasn't even dressed "slutty". i didn't look particularly inviting. i was just wearing black... Read More
I gotta say, if I was a drunk frat boy, I would have been all over you. But I have some control and respect for personal space until I'm invited in. Wierd concept huh? There's this guy at 80s night a lot that loves invading every girl's space and I just gotta say it's so fun blocking him. I'll get in his way as he's moving towards some girls and act like I'm just dancing and don't see him. Ok, had to ramble...
i was joking about the sex work, though i did just get a check in the mail from the 'rents and it is already pretty much gone.
fooook.
i need a job that pays me to look cute and act unfriendly. i'm really good at bitchy sarcasm. maybe i could get a job as a dominatrix for the emotionally masochistic. i could keep all my... Read More
i feel you on the antisocial and pressed for money thing... i just want to win the lottery and be an eccentric asshole and not have to worry about money ever again. that would be ideal for me.
if i had to work... i'd say indie record store, bookstore or guitar shop. that's where i'm going to start looking...
i hate school.
*hate*
i need to just graduate already, and also get the fuck out of this town.
not that i'm having any issues in pgh lately, but my spirit needs to wander.
i feel stagnant being anywhere too long.
i constantly crave new experiences, and any sort of routine actually depresses me.
i think i'm going to end up being one of those... Read More
so whats the name of this porno you might apply for..?hehe jk yeah i really like school but it burns me out cus i have that plus work which is killing me,can't wait to meet yah soon!
hugs
GPK
midterms are making me miserable.
i had to take a logic test on one hour of sleep this morning.
thursday, i have a gaelic midterm and a 4-5 pg paper due in my honors plato class.
friday i have a huge homework assignment due in my language and the mind class.
i'm going to kill myself or wilt away from sleep deprivation.
bah.
hey thanks for the offer of letting me stay at your place..you rock,and of course i don't mind if your cat sleeps on my head, mine always does
thanks
hugs and kisses GPK
i shouldn't complain that i've gained a little weight, as apparently my boobs have grown.
i think they are still growing, because i've been getting pains.
also, my booty has grown. i think it is full on ghetto now, because sometimes i have issues getting my pants up over my ass. however, once i get the pants over my ass, they fit fine at the... Read More
Now the great question that every man faces in his life arises. Do I say what comes to mind or not... Guess what decision I made. You looked really really awesome Thursday night and if that's the ghetto booty you got right now, as a pair of great men once said, Shwing!
THAT certainly wasn't what I expected. Neat.
I wonder if that was...
"SPACE MEAT!!!"
...like in that Zim episode.
[Edited on Dec 02, 2003 11:14AM]